this semester sucks!
but it's okay. i will just live with it, study hard and try to do well for exams.
just trying to be positive!
merry xmas and happy new year to all.
i seriously hope that 2010 will be a very good year for me and ppl around me.
in my opinion, 2009 is not a good year.
so many things just happened.
thats why i hope 2010 will be BETTER!!!!
there's just 1 thing i really have no control over in my life.
It is CHANGE.
i seriously hate changes.
because i know with my personality,
it's kinda hard to adapt to changes and new environment.
i dont know why. but it's hard for me.
people change. environment change. society change.
why is everything and everyone changing?
or am i the only one who is lagging behind? havent upgrade huh.
i seriously dont know.
it's really amazing and scary to see all these changes all around you. esp how people you are close to. how they have changed.
you may say that i am always living in my past.
mayb i really am since i hate changes.
i also dont understand why good things cannot last.
change change change until dont know what like that.
why cant good things, good moments last huh?
i dont understand so many things la.
i got so many questions to like ask god.
mayb he cant answer me too.
everytime i feel or experience changes, i seriously feel my life is fucked.
i got so many things in my life right.
but i still feel my life is fucked.
and worse still, i got no one to blame right.
so the only person to blame is myself.