Potatoes. :D

OH
exams are over.
thats like 2 days ago.
ahah.

this time round, the exams i can say its quite difficult.
but still hope everyone can make it through!.

well. now i only got like 1 week of holiday before my sip.
quite sad.
sip for 5 months. can you imagine?!?!?!

heard that ibn rejected alot of people.
they only interviewed a few DHL.
the rest are going somewhere else.

well.
haha.
im looking for recipes for cup cakes!!!
you know they look so cute and nice with those frosting.
i shall try out the recipe this week!!!
hopefully, it will turn out to be successful then i'll post it here!
hahaha.

我的喜怒哀乐很容易就写在脸上。
根本隐藏不了。

因为我是人。
有血，有肉，有呼吸。
有感觉。。。
由感受。。。

感觉，感受。。分别在哪？
难道是一样的吗？
能不能够告诉我？

我的感受好像跟我的脸部表情是完全有联系的！

有时，我很希望我有健忘症。
很多不想去想得都可以忘记。
可是，现经的社会不会允许这健忘症!
我只能靠学着应付了

hello my blog.
i am back!
have been very busy studying for exams and term tests.
the term tests are over!
now 2 more exams to go on!
jia you!
not very confident this time round.
but well still got to study because this is going to the last exam i'm going to have in tp.
:(

well. somehow i like exams.
because got study weeks!
and like so free. can study whenever you want.
very flexible.
but i hate it when exams are ending.
too much free time.
and this time round im going for sip.
will be busy everyday. no time to see my friends.

arghhs i need to go off now.
come back when im free to do some blogging with some reflections from myself
wish me good luck.

i got blackout again this noon.
couldnt understand why.
:(

its just the same.
after running,
my limbs all feel damn weak. very nua.
cant really breathe properly.
so breathe in and out.
then i thought i was better.
went back to gym to look for amanda.
did some more exercises.
then cannot take it alr.

felt very giddy. nausea
like wana vomit and at the same time stomachache!
like diahorrea.
its just the same as the other time!
then i was telling amanda that i couldnt take it alr.
then everything become black.
i cant even see her.
blackout again!!
:(

so i lie down on the bench.
and close my eyes and keep pressing on this accupoint on my arm.
then slowly i opened my eyes and can see things.

i hope this wont happen again.
hopefully.
and thanks to amanda who was there when i was like that.

Labels: blackout, moody, worried

hello my blog.
im so so so so bored now!
have been reading other people's blogs.
and realise that i should come up and blog too!

today i just had csas interview.
thank god i managed to answer all questions.
wasnt as nervous as the mock interview.
mayb because i prepared for almost all the questions that i could find.
also had rtech practical test today.
think can pass. but with bad grades.

do you know that nowadays,
my life has become so boring so mudane.
:|
just live everyday like that.
like always got nothing to do. :(
lessons keep starting late in the afternoon. zzz
its like i sleep late because i think its boring to sleep early.
want to find some things to do!
then when i wake up, oh its like too early to do anything.
i just slack through my days like that.
and sometimes i really feel quite lost.
like dont know what to do!
i dont know how i should describe this feeling.
like got abit empty inside, dont know what else i should do.

exams can be just near by.
eh like 2 weeks away.
lol. i havent touched anything yet.
and starting from this friday!
WE ARE GOING TO CAMP AT MACDONALDS AGAIN!

we = kok me amanda

i rmb last year we did that.
quite fun.
you got no choice there but to study.
cause you got no tv, absolutely nothing except food and your notes.
then die die must study! haha.
i think this is the last time that we're going to study together.
cause you see, after our exams it will be SIP!
kok will be in thai.
me and amanda dont know where we're going.
and after that, where are we all going?!!

i always hate it when we are leaving some places and entering a new part of life.
just like primary 6 to secondary 1
secondary 4 to poly!
and we'll be like leaving poly soon.
i dont know where the hell im going.
like there'll be so much emotions involved.
haha.

aiya.
i think that i actually thinked alot.
until sometimes i just cannot 想通
and ended up feeling sad.
i realised that i have this question mark in my head.
will one feel lonely or empty when he or she has friends around?

eh i admit that i do feel quite lonely sometimes la.
ever since young im like that.
i dont know why also.
i think i will only feel this way when i stayed at home for too long.
my greatest record is staying at home without stepping out for 3 days ( other than when im sick la)
people always go out with their friends on weekends.
i realised i dont really have friends to always go out with me.
im thinking whether is it im the one who doesnt want to go out or no one wants to go out with me.
i admit that i myself play a big part.
sometimes i thought that by going out, i'll spend lots of money!!
like you see, transport, food, clothes.
just dont want to spend since family isnt that financially well.

you know sometimes you watch tv?
in those drama, those ppl always have their friends to talk to and hang out with.
mayb we can call them 好姐妹，好兄弟
sometimes i really wished i can have such 好姐妹

but,
aiya i also dont know whats really wrong with me.
just have this kind of weird feeling sometimes ya.
haha.

im not saying that i dont treat my friends as friends.
i still appreciate who i have as friends now.
they would be there when i need help.
i know!

its so contradicting you know!
i myself cant even conclude my own thoughts and feelings!
its like half 知足 half 不满

不知道不知道~

Labels: bored, friends, lost, random post

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