Potatoes. :D

raining now!
not bad. quite cooling actually.
can save electricity for fan. HAHA.

arghhs.
its so fast. i still tot i just started my year 3.
but weeks have passed, first half of the semester is ending soon.
term test week next week.
2 papers on tuesday.
zzzz.
gona study hard these few days man.

even during the holidays, there are still assignments to be done.
i have to go back to school on 2 days to do the animal care and husbandry.
csas hw, tissue engineering log book, hospital trip.
cant rmb what else.

and yes, sip is coming up soon.
arghhs. every place is like so far.
and i hate waking up so early just to travel.
its so stupid.
imagine everyday like 830 to 6 or what.
earlier than school!
:(

i took the form for doing attachment at IBN.
eh. its a good institute. but still not sure if i really want to go there,
and do research everyday.
quite boring.

farms and nurseries might be more exciting.
ah. thinking of whether to let the school decide for me instead.
haha.

we shall see.

i hate myself for being so indecisive.
deciding on one matter and then blowing off the decision to make another new one.
and over and over again.
a cycle.

its my fault.
but i dont know what to do.
i keep thinking.
why do i always decide and then have fear and uncertainty for the decision i've made.
im always afraid of this or afraid of that.
many hesitations.
i dont know why.
perhaps im just selfish.

and because of my selfishness,
i hurt ppl.
all in all its my fault.
im sorry.

Labels: confused mind, indecisive, lost

OH!
im finally updating.
it has been long since i exercised.
i actually went to gym together with sweetheart.
after that went to play some games with jason chang and ppl.
ah feel so great to have some workout for my old and rusty body. HAHA
sweetheart is sick i think. :(

weeks and weeks already.
its like week 5 or 6 of school.
and term test's round the corner!
that means STUDY!!

and yes. LAST pract is really ....
cant imagine how im going to kill my mouse during pract test.
mouse no.56!!!!
im really sorry.
thank you for sacrificing for the sake of researching for better cure for human.
next week, we're going to handle RAT.
i saw them today. they are just like enlarged version of mouse.
like many 5 or 6 times.

PBL and projects all coming up.
so bored. :(
i dont like projects sometimes.
well, i think it all depend on the group you have.

eh. i shall stop here i think.
nose's kinda block again!!!
:(

i'll post again next time when i feel like it.
haha anyway nobody is reading i think.
except for mayb sweetheart.
haha.

got the urge to blog alot.
but i just dont know what to say here whenever i log in my blogger account.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Remember that among the angels,
there are always devils who know when to hide their horns and act like angels.

not everyone are angels.
just beware

arghhs.
i've paid for my online shopping.
but they havent reply me. :(
my god.
what if its a scam.
arghhs.

the weather is still as hot.
oh yes, ytd was a bad day.
when i reached sch's com lab with hc
i realised i forgot to bring my thumbdrive.
my samples of cover letters are all inside.
zzzz.
then i wanted to print lecture notes.
the printer jammed when i put my first paper in the slot.
arghhhs!
other printers were like being occupied by the rest.
then went down for csas 4 lesson at level 2 com lab.
and we were told that there was a presentation.
i thought she would just go thru our homework with us.
without any preparations, we just went up and crap.
arghhs.

and yes.
one thing to mention.
the school's ezprint sucks.
the service is just damn bad.
change of ppl and its very very slow!!
this china woman was so rude can.
hc and me went to print some notes and ask for collection afterwards.
when we were back, it was obviously printed alr.
she didnt replied when hc talked to her.
so i went up to her and asked again.
she give me that kind of face and said " 我还有很多人要服侍。“
wah lao.
then she like went to take the notes and passed it to us very unwillingly.
zzzzzzz
hc paid then we waited for the change for so long.
she just took the money and stood at printing machine and press here press there for so long.
arghhhss!!!
so angry!!!!!!!!!!!

if only auntie is around!!
I WANT AUNTIE!!!!!

Labels: bad service, online shopping