Potatoes. :D

nowadays like very weird.
lazy to blog.
or mayb dont know what to blog.
haha.

yesterday was damn tiring.
slept for about 4 hours plus then went to sch for apel at 8.
arghhs almost died.
and i cant believe i waited for a bus 69 afterthat for like 40 minutes.
there was four 15s, four or five 23s and four 8s.
just no 69.
zzzzzz
finally reached hc house at like 10 plus.
then slack.
then lessons again.
:(

very boring lectures.
or perhaps i was too tired.
haha.

after school is gym!!
guess i didnt do much.
only cycled and do some sit ups.
and keep YAWNING.
i think i yawn at least 10 times a day.

how did i yawn so much.
haha.

after gym is chicken chop
and then movie at the newly launched cathay at downtown east!
forbidden kingdom.
:)

then home sweet home.
haha.

arghhs i cant believe that im having a lesson at 8am tml
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

but i miss mensa food.
hehe.

Labels: dreads, lesson, school

arghhs.
upset. fed up. dont know la.
im disappointed.
very much disappointed indeed.

perhaps most of the guys or mayb all are like that.
self centred i can say.
insensitive sometimes.
ya i shall say no more.

i guess there's just no way to change their mindset.
i cant do anything anyway since im like that.

enough of it.
i dont want to get hurt and upset again.
sighs.

Labels: disappointments

i've been sleeping for quite a long time without any dreams or i cant rmb it when i woke up.
haha now. i have been dreaming alot again!
and i rmb it!!
haha

ytd i dreamt that i was on a mrt train.
ya. i always have dreams with the mrt train i dont know why.
and it always brings me to places in singapore i've never been to or maybe it's just lalaland.
haha.
i rmb that last night when i was on the train, the name of the stations are like so foreign to me.
cant really rmb what the stations are but the mrt map still look the same.
each of the stations looks very nice leh.
haha.
then in the train i was sitting beside this guy.
dont know who the hell is it.
suddenly grab my handphone and want to call some ppl.
i snatched it away from him and shouted at him why cant he use his own phone.
haha. and he replied me " this phone is what i've stolen"
lol. okay this is quite stupid. i still didnt lend him my phone.
i got 2 phones in my dream okay!

then another weird thing about my dream ytd was i dont know when i was going to alight.
i just keep staying in the train. the train was like never ending one.
then suddenly i came to a place. somewhere like a park.
mayb east coast park. haha.
i walk walk walk. then it became sentosa.
then there's this young guy, he asked me if i want to do some fishing for sharks.
i told him no.
then i saw so many pails on the ground. i look at it.
each pail is filled with water and a baby shark.
and i rmb i stepped on some hooks.
but the hooks ended up on my hands.
???????
very pain la.
haha.

then i continued walking then i could see a building.
looks like plaza singapura? haha.
i wanted to go there so i can find my way home by other transport.
so i continued walking but its like the more i walk the more i lose my way man.
i was so upset. then try msging my bf telling him that i've lost my way, very sad.
haha.
afterawhile i just woke up.

yay. it's just a dream.

Labels: dreams, mrt station

HELLO I AM BACK for updates again.

i've been reading other ppl's blog quite alot.
and everyone seems to be so busy huh.
and i realise something la.
people around me are always catching up , having gatherings with their secondary school friends, some even primary school friends or ex class mates.
they're like always having fun and stuffs like every week or even almost everyday
but for me, all these like dont really happen.
somehow i do miss some of my friends.
it doesnt mean that i dont have any fun or not happy now.
im still happy.

i think im just envious.
like how people keep their relationships with other people going on even when they are working or studying at different places.
for me, after my primary school days,
i think i hardly kept any contact with any of the school mates.
for most people its like that.
oh then comes secondary school days.
i did enjoy secondary school days alot with my trainings and team mates and mayb class.
time was usually spent with my cca rather than classmates.
so i didnt have close relationship with any of my class ppl.
haha.
well, for my team mates they are either all busy with studies or may be working now.
every year , we'll meet up on xmas eve.
last year, only 4 of us turned up.
quite depressing.
hope to see them soon but are having A levels soon.
other than these few people, i dont really think i have any other ppl from my sec sch that i kept in contact with.

now in the polytechnic,
i admit i met alot of people.
yeah, i meet many great people.
friends who touched my life,
friends who gave me their helping hand when i needed them,
oh many many manY!
these are the people that i really want to keep even in future.
:)

i should learn to cherish what and who i have now.
i think i didnt do that in the past, thats why.

haha this is just a random post!

im sick man.
sore throat and flu.
sick from work la.

but working was great la.
we got conned by the organising committee.
they said there were 30,000 people who came to this exhibition last year.
and it was estimated to have 50,000 people this year.

haha the truth is last year only got 3000, they added another zero behind it to attract companies to throw in money for the booths man.
this year is no better, i guessed the most only 4000 came.

and most of the people came for free stuffs.
from this event, can really can many kind of people la.
mostly the " want to get free things or trials" people.

imagine you talk to them everything about your product,
and they said okay without even asking the price.
you start panicking and told them the price.
and most of them will like " NOT FREE ONE MEH? then i dont want do already"
sighs. typical kiasu singaporeans.
only came for the free gifts.

but overall, i think all of us worked hard for this exhibition.
tried to close the deals as hard as we could.
well, i think the target was met. haha

its lucky that we have a such nice boss and colleagues.
its great to work with friends la.
at least we wont fight with one another for the commission.
in fact, we tried helping one another.

those who tried to snatch and close others' deal,
i think better go reflect. money is important but dont make others hate you.

OH YAH.
must thank bf for coming to see sick girl yesterday.
HEE HEE. :)