放弃 放下
它们的分别到底在那里？
意思好像是相同的。
放弃是懦弱的。
好像把原本有的希望都给删除掉。
放下是勇敢的。
把一些对你重要的往事，感情， 人给放下是个看似简单却不容易的事。
为何人总是放弃一些不应该放弃德，而又总是放不下那些该放下的？
懦弱， 勇气
你选择的是什么？
Saturday, December 29, 2007 @
Saturday, December 22, 2007 @
ubin day.
haha.
gala and me went to ubin by taking bumper boat from changi jetty.
YAY. reached ubin at about 11 plus.
MY BIKE!
AMANDA's BIKE.
oh the rental fee for bike is quite cheap.
$5 for a bike for WHOLE DAY!!!!!
so funny when we were riding around la.
the paths wasnt really nice to ride on.
kinda bumpy. some of the slopes are like so steep.
so fun when you go down the slope la.
keep screaming cause the road like so bumpy and you're going so fast.
weeee.
but its damn tiring when you have to get up the slope!!
me and gala. at that quarry i think.
This is the newly built costal boardway. i look funny with my shoes. haha
as you walk along, you can see small crabs, mudskippers.
too bad, didnt get to see the sea star today.
but we'll come back soon!
wah lao. this tower is about 4 or 5 storeys high.
amanda was so happy when she see this lo.
i was cursing and swearing when im climbing up.
so high so scary la.
but, eh i managed to make it up there.
haha.
taken from the top of the tower!
another one taken from top.
we are on the top of the tower!
this is the quarry i think.
we were on our way back to the village and happen to pass by this.
then we came by this home.
my father always bring me to ubin when im young.
i still rmb this place where they keep so many animals.
there were turkeys, peacocks, chickens ducks, rabbits. aiya
so many la.
Now, like not much left.
bunny. so cute right. HAHA.
it just keep hopping here and there.
so difficult for me to just take a pic of it.
finally it stops moving.
MORE rabbits. =)
wild boar.
uncle say it's like dying alr.
he kept it for like 13 years le.
these few days like cant really move.
sighs so sad.
means we cant realy see any of this wild boar so close in the future.
yea. after that, we figured our way out and returned the bikes.
went to changi village for the famous noddle there.
had 水饺面, carrot cake and ice kachang.
it only rained after we left ubin.
so heng. =)
haha.
HOME SWEET HOME THEN.
haha.
gala and me went to ubin by taking bumper boat from changi jetty.
YAY. reached ubin at about 11 plus.
MY BIKE!
AMANDA's BIKE.
oh the rental fee for bike is quite cheap.
$5 for a bike for WHOLE DAY!!!!!
so funny when we were riding around la.
the paths wasnt really nice to ride on.
kinda bumpy. some of the slopes are like so steep.
so fun when you go down the slope la.
keep screaming cause the road like so bumpy and you're going so fast.
weeee.
but its damn tiring when you have to get up the slope!!
me and gala. at that quarry i think.
This is the newly built costal boardway. i look funny with my shoes. haha
as you walk along, you can see small crabs, mudskippers.
too bad, didnt get to see the sea star today.
but we'll come back soon!
wah lao. this tower is about 4 or 5 storeys high.
amanda was so happy when she see this lo.
i was cursing and swearing when im climbing up.
so high so scary la.
but, eh i managed to make it up there.
haha.
taken from the top of the tower!
another one taken from top.
we are on the top of the tower!
this is the quarry i think.
we were on our way back to the village and happen to pass by this.
then we came by this home.
my father always bring me to ubin when im young.
i still rmb this place where they keep so many animals.
there were turkeys, peacocks, chickens ducks, rabbits. aiya
so many la.
Now, like not much left.
bunny. so cute right. HAHA.
it just keep hopping here and there.
so difficult for me to just take a pic of it.
finally it stops moving.
MORE rabbits. =)
wild boar.
uncle say it's like dying alr.
he kept it for like 13 years le.
these few days like cant really move.
sighs so sad.
means we cant realy see any of this wild boar so close in the future.
yea. after that, we figured our way out and returned the bikes.
went to changi village for the famous noddle there.
had 水饺面, carrot cake and ice kachang.
it only rained after we left ubin.
so heng. =)
haha.
HOME SWEET HOME THEN.
Labels: ubin
@
monday 17/12/2007
AT MARINA KBOX.
KBOX BUFFET.
FOOD FOOD FOOD AND MORE =)
ME and SPEN
Group pic. HAPPY =)
marcel.me. spen. eelen. gary.
YAY. =)
well. well.
kinda late for update for this.
i only received the pics ytd!!!
hope to have more of this kind of sessions in future.
the guys are going into ns soon.
wasnt really that high that day.
i still rmb that during sec sch days,
we sang and jumped on the sofa one eh.
oh man. that time our fav song was TUO DIAO?
HAHA.
i need more k sessions. =)
AT MARINA KBOX.
KBOX BUFFET.
FOOD FOOD FOOD AND MORE =)
ME and SPEN
Group pic. HAPPY =)
marcel.me. spen. eelen. gary.
YAY. =)
well. well.
kinda late for update for this.
i only received the pics ytd!!!
hope to have more of this kind of sessions in future.
the guys are going into ns soon.
wasnt really that high that day.
i still rmb that during sec sch days,
we sang and jumped on the sofa one eh.
oh man. that time our fav song was TUO DIAO?
HAHA.
i need more k sessions. =)
Saturday, December 15, 2007 @
oh term test is over.
term break is here.
not much feeling of happiness. haha
mayb a little relieved.
zzzzzz
got many things to be done during term break.
other than fun, there's stuffs like amic to be done.
zzzzzz
arghhs. my appetite's really good nowadays.
i think i had pearl milk tea like at least 4 times this week.
almost bought again just now.
heng didnt. but but....
i'll be turning fat real soon.
=)
okay. kinda tired and sian la.
but just thought of something.
would you hate someone who has hurt you so much?
HATE LEH.
like you want revenge that kind.
perhaps that person is like so impt to you, he hurt you.
turn your life upside down..
then you wana hate him. BUT you just cant bring yourself to do it.
ya. then life goes on.
you get yourself busy like nothing has happened.
but when you think of what has happened,
what and who hurt you so much, caused you so much pain.
especially those period of time that you just woke up crying every morning.
dont feel like you're a living thing at all.
you wont want to go back to that kind of life after all the struggles.
CAN YOU FORGIVE THAT PERSON?
you will feel like you wana hate that person for life one.
that kind of pain is not like you fall down that kind of injuries you get.
that one can heal can recover.
THIS KIND, i think you wont forget the pain for life.
the impact is just too great when you somehow get cheated, made use of, or maybe betrayed.
you'll remember it at all times.
people will often tell you forgive and forget.
so esay meh?
HAHA.
its all bullshit.
term break is here.
not much feeling of happiness. haha
mayb a little relieved.
zzzzzz
got many things to be done during term break.
other than fun, there's stuffs like amic to be done.
zzzzzz
arghhs. my appetite's really good nowadays.
i think i had pearl milk tea like at least 4 times this week.
almost bought again just now.
heng didnt. but but....
i'll be turning fat real soon.
=)
okay. kinda tired and sian la.
but just thought of something.
would you hate someone who has hurt you so much?
HATE LEH.
like you want revenge that kind.
perhaps that person is like so impt to you, he hurt you.
turn your life upside down..
then you wana hate him. BUT you just cant bring yourself to do it.
ya. then life goes on.
you get yourself busy like nothing has happened.
but when you think of what has happened,
what and who hurt you so much, caused you so much pain.
especially those period of time that you just woke up crying every morning.
dont feel like you're a living thing at all.
you wont want to go back to that kind of life after all the struggles.
CAN YOU FORGIVE THAT PERSON?
you will feel like you wana hate that person for life one.
that kind of pain is not like you fall down that kind of injuries you get.
that one can heal can recover.
THIS KIND, i think you wont forget the pain for life.
the impact is just too great when you somehow get cheated, made use of, or maybe betrayed.
you'll remember it at all times.
people will often tell you forgive and forget.
so esay meh?
HAHA.
its all bullshit.
Wednesday, December 12, 2007 @
arghhs term test week.
=(
first 2 papers are bad i thought.
sighs i was so confident before handing up my abchm paper.
then when i checked answers with friends,
OMG wrong la.
that question is like 24 marks.
think i'll just lose more than half of it.
but oh well, i think many people make that mistake too.
for amic, not much confidence.
though its open book, what if the stuffs i wrote were all wrong?
WHO SAYS OPEN BOOK IS EASY!
studying these few days.
haiya. damn bad la.
cant study. i just want to keep watching youtube.
ytd i slept at 2 plus.
cause i was too awake after watching.
didnt sleep well.
AND YES.
i got another weird dream again.
this time its like singapore having this epidemic.
i see people with luggages running around at express way?
then i saw people like shu hui, yee shin and yunqi.
they told me they were going to take plane to some island to hide from the epidemic for a moment.
they even asked me if i want to join them.
i told them my fren went missing.
got to find her. but i dont know who is my fren la.
after that, i came to a cave.
saw many familiar faces inside.
cant remember who i saw. some were my clasmates i think.
haha. then we ate sweets inside.
and tadaaaa.
i cant rmb anything after that.
sounds so stupid.
i got to be studying now.
HAHA.
what is cosmids? what is phagemids?
my god.
i cant wait for all these to be over.
then its time for karaoke sessions.
=)
i want to sing~~~
LALA~
=(
first 2 papers are bad i thought.
sighs i was so confident before handing up my abchm paper.
then when i checked answers with friends,
OMG wrong la.
that question is like 24 marks.
think i'll just lose more than half of it.
but oh well, i think many people make that mistake too.
for amic, not much confidence.
though its open book, what if the stuffs i wrote were all wrong?
WHO SAYS OPEN BOOK IS EASY!
studying these few days.
haiya. damn bad la.
cant study. i just want to keep watching youtube.
ytd i slept at 2 plus.
cause i was too awake after watching.
didnt sleep well.
AND YES.
i got another weird dream again.
this time its like singapore having this epidemic.
i see people with luggages running around at express way?
then i saw people like shu hui, yee shin and yunqi.
they told me they were going to take plane to some island to hide from the epidemic for a moment.
they even asked me if i want to join them.
i told them my fren went missing.
got to find her. but i dont know who is my fren la.
after that, i came to a cave.
saw many familiar faces inside.
cant remember who i saw. some were my clasmates i think.
haha. then we ate sweets inside.
and tadaaaa.
i cant rmb anything after that.
sounds so stupid.
i got to be studying now.
HAHA.
what is cosmids? what is phagemids?
my god.
i cant wait for all these to be over.
then its time for karaoke sessions.
=)
i want to sing~~~
LALA~
Friday, December 07, 2007 @
happy happy today.
=)
星光帮!!!!!!!!
=)
went to their autograph session at bugis today.
so many people can. i always tot im like the only one who know them.
went there at about mayb 630 and alr so packed.
they are really good la.
sing live and almsot same like the cd standard.
GOOD.
im just damn happy today.
i got their autograph and shook their hands.
=) =) =)
this is just one of my happiest day of this year or rather my whole life.
hee hee.
and im like listening to 933.
星光帮 again.
=) =) =)
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
=)
星光帮!!!!!!!!
=)
went to their autograph session at bugis today.
so many people can. i always tot im like the only one who know them.
went there at about mayb 630 and alr so packed.
they are really good la.
sing live and almsot same like the cd standard.
GOOD.
im just damn happy today.
i got their autograph and shook their hands.
=) =) =)
this is just one of my happiest day of this year or rather my whole life.
hee hee.
and im like listening to 933.
星光帮 again.
=) =) =)
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Wednesday, December 05, 2007 @
hey ho.
im tired. arghhs.
have been waking up at like 10 plus everyday since saturday.
then today got to wake up at like 7 plus.
damn sleepy can.
do i look stressed now?
this morning ppl were telling me my face looks pale.
haha i dont know.
im like tired for doing nothing.
and having slight headache.
but i will still force myself to study.
days will just pass like that.
i had never thought of what i really want.
i just do what i can for the day to spend my time wise.
hmm. what if one day i just die like that?
oh, its like so meaningless.
hmmm
i dont know when i'll die or what.
butttt....
have you all ever thought of what is it like to be at your own wake and funeral?
i dont really have that idea of how it'll be like,
but im just wondering, like who will attend?
or nobody will come?
mayb no wake at all hor?
just cremate straight away!!
hmm i shall give more response to this question when i have the time.
sighs.
i feel lethargic.
tired tired. =(
so what if im a DHL student?
There are really times that i feel stressed and tired about it.
does that mean that im really that good?
why am i being labelled as one?
i feel so ordinary. im really not smart.
being a DHL student's like so stressful.
i think im the lousiest DHL student of all.
mayb i just managed to get in by sheer luck.
everytime people ask me questions,
i cant answer. i dont contribute anything.
and im a DHL? i should know everything is it?
sighs. im just so ordinary like others.
im not that smart actually.
dont treat me like i know everything.
i want to feel normal.
sighs.
im tired. arghhs.
have been waking up at like 10 plus everyday since saturday.
then today got to wake up at like 7 plus.
damn sleepy can.
do i look stressed now?
this morning ppl were telling me my face looks pale.
haha i dont know.
im like tired for doing nothing.
and having slight headache.
but i will still force myself to study.
days will just pass like that.
i had never thought of what i really want.
i just do what i can for the day to spend my time wise.
hmm. what if one day i just die like that?
oh, its like so meaningless.
hmmm
i dont know when i'll die or what.
butttt....
have you all ever thought of what is it like to be at your own wake and funeral?
i dont really have that idea of how it'll be like,
but im just wondering, like who will attend?
or nobody will come?
mayb no wake at all hor?
just cremate straight away!!
hmm i shall give more response to this question when i have the time.
sighs.
i feel lethargic.
tired tired. =(
so what if im a DHL student?
There are really times that i feel stressed and tired about it.
does that mean that im really that good?
why am i being labelled as one?
i feel so ordinary. im really not smart.
being a DHL student's like so stressful.
i think im the lousiest DHL student of all.
mayb i just managed to get in by sheer luck.
everytime people ask me questions,
i cant answer. i dont contribute anything.
and im a DHL? i should know everything is it?
sighs. im just so ordinary like others.
im not that smart actually.
dont treat me like i know everything.
i want to feel normal.
sighs.
Tuesday, December 04, 2007 @
薰衣草精油香味 漫游在思绪的周围
我还在回忆里徘徊 搜寻你的妩媚
笔跟纸甜蜜亲嘴 它们忘情的搞暧昧
你的名字写一万遍 祝福要怎么写
你带走整个世界 只留下这黑夜
冷了要拥抱谁 眼前只剩一条棉被
爱情岌岌可危 所有付出灰飞烟灭
谁都别来安慰 我不想承认我有流泪
爱到鞠躬尽瘁 这条路走得很疲惫
想要赶过伤悲 自己却在终点前崩溃
记事本往事一堆 掺杂我多少的憔悴
最后空白无言以对 形容孤独滋味
你带走整个世界 只留下这黑夜
冷了要拥抱谁 眼前只剩一条棉被
爱情岌岌可危 所有付出灰飞烟灭
谁都别来安慰 我不想承认我有流泪
爱到鞠躬尽瘁 这条路走得很疲惫
想要赶过伤悲 自己却在终点前崩溃
我输了
Monday, December 03, 2007 @
helllloo good morning again my blog.
lol.
im only having lab at 3pm.
arghhhs.
but its amic lab. i kinda like amic.
microorganisms!! =)
oh man i was like so tired and like no mood for the past few days.
but now im like better.
CAUSE 星光帮 is coming to singapore can!!
OMG!!!
not all of them coming.
its just the 星光四少.
aiya good enough alr.
hopefully i'll get to see them.
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weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
=)
Saturday, December 01, 2007 @
oh. hello.
gosh. today seems to be a weird day.
for me, morning was like totally mood-less.
mayb slept late last night because of rushing for presentation.
woke up. like no mood at all.
almost dying.
im always having illusions nowadays.
im just thinking too much.
kinda feeling down and disappointed on the way to school.
sighs.
shall not talk about it. kinda personal.
well well.
its just a very restless day today.
got back mbio quiz paper.
sighs. didnt do very well.
mcq part killed me. saddded.
think im like slacking for this sem alr huh.
from my results can see.
i failed my abchm post lab too. =(
i've been skipping lectures and tutorials.
omg. how la.
it shouldnt be this way.
i seriously need someone to knock some sense into me.
please please.
im like feeling very sian now.
its like abchm presentation is over.
im not happy at all.
i mean like feeling nothing at all.
its just over only.
doesnt really lighten the burden that much.
how?
still got many things piling up.
mct lab report.
mbio presentation.
free hand drawing =(
my own revision.
have to ask myself to jia you again.
JIA YOU BA HUIYI.
the way is still long. continue fighting.
HAHA. it sounds so stupid.
gosh. today seems to be a weird day.
for me, morning was like totally mood-less.
mayb slept late last night because of rushing for presentation.
woke up. like no mood at all.
almost dying.
im always having illusions nowadays.
im just thinking too much.
kinda feeling down and disappointed on the way to school.
sighs.
shall not talk about it. kinda personal.
well well.
its just a very restless day today.
got back mbio quiz paper.
sighs. didnt do very well.
mcq part killed me. saddded.
think im like slacking for this sem alr huh.
from my results can see.
i failed my abchm post lab too. =(
i've been skipping lectures and tutorials.
omg. how la.
it shouldnt be this way.
i seriously need someone to knock some sense into me.
please please.
im like feeling very sian now.
its like abchm presentation is over.
im not happy at all.
i mean like feeling nothing at all.
its just over only.
doesnt really lighten the burden that much.
how?
still got many things piling up.
mct lab report.
mbio presentation.
free hand drawing =(
my own revision.
have to ask myself to jia you again.
JIA YOU BA HUIYI.
the way is still long. continue fighting.
HAHA. it sounds so stupid.