ah. not much of closing down.
its just changing the address.
and not letting anyone know about it.
=)
maybe i'll just let those close ones know.
in this way, i can just talk about more personal stuffs.
now im a confirmed case of dengue.
lucky my platelets count isnt that low,
if not i'll be in hospital now.
Doing research for my aimm now.
its like shit lo.
cant do it alone one. really need discussion.
and its like not specific at all. cant googled it
HOW I KNOW WHICH ANTIGEN.
have been feeling moody for the whole of this week.
didnt want to talk much.
that day you asked me why i was so sad.
i told you that it doesnt make any difference even if i told you what happened.
see.
it just doesnt make any differences. still the same.
nothing's gona change the way its used to be or going to be.
its not your fault. or maybe its just my fault.
i just cant help it being upset.
in fact, i'm a little upset every single day.
no matter how happy i am, there's still this sadness in my heart.
i got back all my term tests results.
did well this time. but im not that happy.
NUMB. I AM NUMB.

