Potatoes. :D

hmmm. things seems to be going wrong all the time?
oh man why do i feel this way?
i read others blog.
its like almost all are feeling so emo.
just like me.
everyone's feeling so sad.
its not really sad. some kinda feeling weird.
feeling weird inside.
somehow, helpless.
i hate this kind of feeling.
and it just doesnt go away.
and sometimes i do hate myself for having this feeling.
the feeling of being alone when you're not alone at all.
=(

took a test. and its like quite true?

You are very ambitious and because you seek and need recognition, you try in your own way to impress people and you want to be looked up to - to be both popular and admired. You feel that there is a gap which separates you from your fellow man, or woman as the case may be, but this anxiety is an unnecessary one. Keep on the way you are going and you may surprise yourself.

You are a very warm and emotional individual but unfortunately in the past too many people have taken advantage of this sensitive trait. You need aesthetic surroundings, or an equally sensitive and understanding partner with whom to share a warm understanding. You are confined and trapped in a distressing or uncomfortable situation and seeking some way out. Whatever you seem to do to resolve the problem hasn't worked out. Fortunately you are able to gain some aspect of relief from someone close to you.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You are trying to build up your own position and you resist all external influences. You insist that you are your own person and you will not tolerate any outside interference. Decisive and proud, you are true managerial material.

from http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/

i guess im having bad mood swings.
haha.
i dont know when im going to be fine.
may look okay now.
but who knows whats going to happen later.
now i can hee hee haha.
later maybe i'll just keep quiet or scream at ppl?
seldom have such bad ones la.
used to be okay in a while.
so mad so mad.
cant even get clear of what im actually feeling.
everything's in a mess la.
maybe its because sch just started,
i just cant adapt to it!
the new timetable the new class the new modules and stuffs.
so many things.
and maybe because of other problems.
everything just keeps adding up.
++++++
see all the + signs? lol
hais.
i'll break down or burst one day.
i even came to think that life sucks.
everything sucks.
life is just so bad.

hmm.
have been thinking about this for a period of time.
what if one lost his or her passion for something that he or she has always loved doing?
have i really lost the passion?
if i really did,
i really wana know why i lost it.
WHY WHY WHY.

haha.
still dont see any good in the timetable.
it just looks bad to me in any way.

wa. im still feeling quite awake up though i didnt sleep last night.
only came home and sleep for a while.
people outside cutting grass.
so noisy! and woke up.
yesterday was not bad.
quite fun.
feeling so soapy.
got the soapy smell and feeling. lol.
after the freshies finish scrubbing the deck,
its our turn to really scrub the deck.
clear up the stuffs.
wash the canvas.
in the process of packing up, police came.
like so serious huh. haha
the neighbours complained that they are too much noises being made.
all in all, its fun la.

timetable is out today.
so damn sian can.
everyone's in different class.
expected.
alden's nick so emo.
making me emo too.
he said ytd he love the sch, now he hates it.
lol.

now i dread sch reopening!!

gona be in school later to help out for orientation.
only coming back tml i think?
haha.
ah. so tired now.
ytd went swimming.
now im like so chao ta already.
then last night went amk for my dental appointment.
wa damn tiring lo.
sit in the bus for like so long.
zzzzz.
think im going to pack my things up now.
and bathe and meet the rest for lunch.
HAHA.

haha not funny says:
good food is bad food

haha not funny says:
bad food is good food

Yeah. so true. haha

haiya
gona delete my previous post.
gotta tell everyone im fine.
please dont worry about me.
nothing's wrong.
its still fine now. still can cope.
its just that in the future , i might need help.
im totally fine and alright.
thanks for all ya concern and stuffs okay people.
i really appreciate it.
dont call other ppl to ask about me anymore.
no offence or what.
just dont want ppl to worry about me.
im really fine.
=)

oh. so boring
cant sleep well for so many days already
i know whats wrong with me.
have been thinking too much.
cause im like just damn free.

spent lots of time thinking about all sorts of things.
one matter linking to the other.
and it just goes on and on..
non-stop.

had thought about some stuffs.
like if there isnt money in this world,
what would it be like?
will there still be the rich and the poor?
and if there's no money,
will people still be studying so hard so as to get a steady job in the future?
will people still work hard?
no money = no greed
haha.
i dont know what im talking about.
but money does have its pros and cons.
it also motivates people to work hard?
so people work hard , earned money, then have better life!
sounds so contradicting la.
haha.