Potatoes. :D

finally have the mood to blog..
tomorrow will be my orientation at temasek poly..
kinda excited and abit scared..
thinking how i am going to survive in this new environment..
hmmm. study, play volleyball, and do other things in this new environment..
suddenly.. i miss hai sing so much.
especially 4e2 and my volleyball team.
and maybe the lor mee. lol.
i miss play volleyball with my team in hsc..
the times when we give each other all the encouragements,
the time when we fought so hard just to get east zone top 4.
still feel abit weird playing volleyball in tp.
im not saying my new team is no good or what la..
sometimes i feel quite lost playing volleyball without my hsc team mates.
everytime i play volleyball, i will sure think of them..
then images of us crying together.. laughing together will all flash through my mind..
hais. no point looking into the past.
must look forward.
just hope that the alumini gathering will be coming soon.
and hope that i will be happy in tp.
hopefully i can get my fav jersey number. haha its definitely not 8 now.
hee

talking about 4e2. its like so damn long never see them le.
hope there will be a 4e2 gathering soon too.

these few days.. i have been looking at this blog.
http://colinandkero.blogspot.com
gay blog.
hmmm. read liao sometimes feel abit very sad for them.
not that i can accept gays or what la.
but its like they trying to be open about it and even confessed to the people around them..
and still get like people pointing fingers at them, and all the very bad comments.
i know most people cannot accept this kind of homosexual thing..
but you think.. gays and lesbians are also humans.
they have feelings also eh.
hmm just treat them like normal people ba.
i am trying to do so..

i think there is this lack of communication between my father and me + siblings..
maybe its because he's always working and we always dont see him..
i realised that theres even this period of time when i didnt even talk to him.
even now.. i dont think i talk much to him too.
the most is like " dont know" , " dont have", " yes " and " no"
bro sis and i tend to be like closer with my mother ba.
usually she is at home.. then always talk..
another reason why i or even my siblings dont talk to him is because..
his words are all damn straight forward and sometimes just talk without even thinking whether its correct or whether it can hurt someone..
so usually when bro or sis talk to him,
it will end up in an argument..
he just thinks that he's forever right and we are forever wrong.
nobody can like correct his mistakes like that.
and he always think that it is li suo dang ran that we must help him in any areas..
sometimes we really dont know how to help.. and just tell him " bu zhi dao"
he will start saying stuffs like " mei you ren yao bang wo.. yang ni men zhe xie hai zi dou shi mei you yong de.. mei you yong de.."
i just hate the phrase " mei you yong"
sometimes we helped him.. teach him how to do this and that.
the next time, he will ask about the same thing again..
and that always happen. its like what we taught just wont get into his head..
he just never seem to put any effort in learning stuffs..
so we just get pek chek with him sometimes.. sometimes jiu suan le. forget it.
sometimes mummy talk to him to him also ended up in quarrels..
maybe guys are just like that ba.. ego always so high..
hmm. there are times when i even compare him with other people's dad.
i mean i am wrong la. but i wont do that again lor.
everyone makes mistakes.
and after all he is still my father.
nothing can change this fact..

confused.
i wana thank melissa for listening to all my crap.
and thank her for giving me advices. =)
i am still confused.. hmm.

hey look at these videos.
very funny de. haha
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ks2FJxFUWuA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ABc7ZBfBPE&search=gHOST

i have been using com from like 1 plus until now.
ahah.
this morning woke up early to go to tjc for friendly match..
dont know why this morning i wake up.. my mood so bad.
want find toothpaste. dont know where the toothpaste has gone to.
then i start packing bag.
then go make breakfast for myself.
i cant find the milo and milk. then i pek chek. lol
worse thing is ar.. i walking to bus stop then no.12 just left!
at that moment, if you come talk to me, i might just kill you..
i have very bad moodswings la.
just dont talk to me in the morning can liao.
haha

it has been one week since i touched volleyball.
we lost. 3-2.
tjc is good la. quite consistent. haha.
think i gona train harder.
getting more and more blur during matches.
sometimes halfway during the match, i'll auto become sian diao or blur.
cannot focus.
cannot continue like that.
sure die one. lol.

oh yea
yesterday was the vball finals.
xinmin got champs. congrats =)

last night. had a super creepy dream la.
i dreamt that i got like 4 legs.
need to wear 2 pairs of shoes!!!!
wah lao. so scary lor.

lol.

suddenly remember something.

yesterday i saw this crazy person infornt of my house.
you all know ruhua right?
the woman on jacky wu show..
always put on stocking on her head then ask people pull the stocking out.
yesterday i saw this person ar..
he walking infornt of my house, with the stocking on his head.
i couldnt stop laughing when i see it.
all i think is ruhua.
and he's wearing hai sing uniform leh.
cant believe it.
give me 1 million dollar i also wont do that.
luckily he wearing uniform ar..
if he wearing home clothes..
i straight away go call police liao.
lol

now i have nothing to do again.
so guessed i am going to blog.

yesterday i was damn happy man.
hai sing b boys got into finals.
xinmin b boys won st hilda too.
happy for them. =)
i rushed to mrt station then alighted at newton.
lucky i was walking fast enough,
when i reached the bus stop,
171 was about to left.
heng the bus driver waited for me la.
in the bus i was like so excited already.
was also damn worried then keep lookin at the bus number to make sure i didnt board the wrong bus.
when i reached there,
xinmin vs st hilda( b boys) match just start only.
watch all 5 sets.
so exciting.
i was like up there clapping and jumping like siao infornt of my juniors.
haha.
really looked like an idiot man.
after a while,
hsc flooded like the whole of ccab la.
everywhere blue white blue white.
lol.
then comes the hsc vs fairfield match.
so many people cheering la. make me so excited and high. haha
i am so happy.
haha.
congrats b boys!!
congrats to ts too.. finally win shss le.
very happy for them la
finals - xinmin vs hai sing.
cant wait for it la!!!!!!!!!!
till now im like still so excited.

tml i am going to have my very 1st training at tp.
kinda looking forward to it.
know new team mates and stuffs.
but abit quite scared la.
it's like so long never train le..
skills all so rusty liao..
scared i go there throw face only.
hope that everything turn out fine. =)

last night almost couldnt sleep.
was lying on bed
thinking of what i have done yesterday.
kinda regretted.
i should have just went up to talk to him yesterday.
it was a great chance.
but i just missed it.
maybe i was too excited for the matches and i forgot.
i should have reminded myself!
will i get another chance in the future?
if there is, i hope i wont missed it again.
missing you.