Monday, March 28, 2005 @
today's just an ordinary day!
sch day again it's so bored.
got back my common test result slip.
it was so horribly done. guess what i got for l1r5.
it's 32 points. where can i go with 32 points?
i've to buck up now. i shouldnt use com so much!
so i think i wont be online so often and will be spending more time on books!
there was english mock exam today.
I would do terribly for part one just wait and see.
it's all rubbish and i dun even know what im trying to say.
it's about describing a frustrating experience i had recently.
omg i dun have so much frustrating experiences to write about,
so i have no choice but to keep cracking my head for ideas, im no good at stories!
Part two was ok. Ms quek has drilled me a lot on part two.
ah yah i think i better buck up! study hard.
there's pe lesson tomorrow! yay! but i hope it's not the 2.4km trial.
i cant run. i've grown fatter. my stamina and strength are all gone.
i have no time to train myself. how?
ms lim wants the room key back but she told me that we still have to train to help the sec 1 boys until the new coach is here. haha. i still get to touch my volleyball again! = ) i just love trainings
oh dear im sun burnt. haha. meiyee's worse. skin got peeled off! eeww!
ok i gona learn my tingxie! bye!
Saturday, March 26, 2005 @
i changed my mind about FORGIVE AND FORGET.
Someone made me have that change in this point.
that person know who SHE is.
it's not all the time that you should forgive and forget,
it depends on the situation. it really does.
what's the point of forgive and forget in the first place when you cant even stand the person?
i cant forgive i cant forget.
i shall take back all my words for you.
i must do so. i really must.
i should and i would do so.
yaya after the mission everything seemed ok.
at first it was ok, but it will be so irritating when someone keep following wherever you go.
It's so annoying and frustrating with that person following wherever you go!
just hope that person will go away and find something better to do before i turn nasty and flare up.
you're just so irritating and nothing better to do to come and disturb and annoy me.
so get away.
ni hen fan leh!
GO AWAY!
Friday, March 25, 2005 @
im burnt im burnt im sun burnt.
went for a swim at downtown east with my cousin from like 11am to 2pm?
we're both so roasted.
ouch! i couldnt stretch anyway i want.
oh yea. there's was this fat guy, like a sumo jumped into the pool.
the impact was great!
then i told my cousin " ahhh! tsunami!! help me help me!"
- starts turning and turning in the water and act drowning.-
that's so bad of me.
We came back and slack for 3 hours.
After that went to central to get something to eat.
i bought my box of jacob's hical biscuits, a packet of snacks and my dearest bah chor mee.
i think im really putting on weight.
i've been like that for so many days.
oh yea. my cousin told me that by just eating 2 fries, you need to squat and stand 120 times just to burn them off.
A lot of consideration have to be taken before eating fries!
i must really cut down on what im eating.
haha. im going to sleep!
ouch i cant anyhow move! my back's burning! i must sleep.
Tuesday, March 22, 2005 @
The mission for the past 2 days were great.
I've learnt many things like to forgive and forget.
This is my last year in hai sing and i dont want to leave the school with this heavy heart full of regrets or guilt.
yea. the mission team does help a lot.
They talk about stuffs like self-acceptance, self-esteem, friendship, BGR and family relations,
and did quite a lot of sharing of their own personal encounter and experience.
Sometimes, i may think that i'm the only one feeling so terrible and no body's helping me,
but through all these sessions, i really got to know that a lot of people out there are feeling worse than i am and they might be suffering a lot more than anyone of us here.
It's very hard for us to dig up those unhappy memories and share with such a big crowd, but the mission team did. Their encounters were sort of saddening and in all their stories, the support and encouragement their friends gave have truly helped them a lot.
On the first day, they talked more on friendships and sort of brought us back to when we were in sec 1, when we just entered hai sing. The feeling when you just entered hai sing and when you were leaving, it's different, totally different.
I thought of how life was like in 1e6 and 2e6. At that time , everyone was still so childish. haha!
One of the most important things in my life , volleyball, came into my mind at that moment too.
I still remember what was it like at the talent scouting for volleyball.
Then comes to ms lim coming to my class to look for me to join volleyball.
Everyone was so eager for trainings and keep pestering ms lim.
The first day, hoho! yea of course got lots and lots of scoldings from seniors for not doing this well not doing that properly. haha! After that ms lim wanted to try some of us out for digging, the first one she called was me ! - points at me- " hey this tall girl come here!" Obviously i didnt do well on the first day, haha! got scolded even more!
then here comes to our trainings. it's all torture for us , but i like this kind of torture. It's so great, especially after trainings doing all those physical trainings. We often get to run around the sch for 2 or 3 rounds. We had many and many of friendly matches during sec 1 and often train with the boys! I'll remember this team, my batch. How hard we went through as a team, how hard we fought through east zone but still didnt make it. i remember those moments, how we beat different schools and cried hard together.
sec 2 was the time where lots of stuffs happened in volleyball.well new sec 1 came in and we became the seniors. We only got 7 sec 1 girls and what can we do with that. School kept telling us that they're going to close the team no matter what. Some may just take it easily.We got like only 3 trainings in the whole of june holidays?!? and there were complaints about mr lui. i think that mr lui did all that for our own good. Without all those scoldings and punishments, will we be what we are today? will we? ok, of cuz we did pretty badly for that year. End of the year, coach decided to leave. And, the team was left alone to slack. i admit that year we got good players like leticia and joanne, but what we really lack is the trainings, lots and lots of trainings to build up the team work in us. we really lack that. East zone, ya we did very very badly.
sec 2 to sec 3 is really the period i developed all my skills but after june in sec 3 i slacked a lot and it's obvious that im not playing as well as i was. Kinda went through a lot in sec 3. Many things happened too. Happened to myself personally. Had to struggle through all those obstacles.
We only get to use the outdoor courts during school days. Boys are always using the hall. No choice, and there arent many balls. so everyone was simply slacking in the outdoor court. The outdoor court was simply situated at such a stupid corner in the school where it gets all the sun light.
it's was until the november holidays that everyone tried so hard to come back for training. Like for almost everyday? from 8 to 3 or 4 ? train basics all on our own and in the afternoon when the c boys came in , we play with them. Many of us struggled through this time, this very crucial moment. We often cried together. Everyone's dream was to get into east zone top 4, we dont want nationals , we just wanted east zone top 4.
Then to sec 4, we got lots of night trainings and we heck about sch work. lols. went for east zone again. fought hard! managed to get into top4 . Some may thought that this is a dream that wont come true, but it came true. god answered our prayers. i admit that we may not be as good as other teams and it's somehow really god's will to give us this east zone top 4, but i feel that everyone is already a true winner in their heart.
Even if we didnt get into top 4, i treasured the times we had, how we went through all these obstacles together. The bond within the team was much more stronger than ever. Many of us had changed. We've really grew together through all these trainings together.
I could see catherine and yilun trying so hard to set the kind of balls the spikers want. And, there was hardly words of complaints from them. They werent very experienced, but they tried to give the best of the rest. For jacinda and yujin, i can see they found more confidence in themselves and from the quiet them, they became those who try to encourage the team. For melissa, she doesnt throw tantrum and show her attitude that often anymore and obviously she became noisier! For minglee, she tried hard to play the position of a libero. It's quite difficult for her as she's a very inexperienced player. You can see how blur she was, we have no choice but to put her in.
I'll really like to thank fidelia and xueyin .They tried to make it for every trainings to train with the rest of us. You all were always there to remind us and encourage us during our matches. You all may not be playing , but you're the team's greatest pillar of support. Without the support from both of you, we may not be able to make it so far. THANK YOU!
Even ms lim has changed too. From the ms lim i know in sec one and now is totally different.
I could see how she love us and care for us. We often have laughter together and get scoldings from her, but it's all worth it. Without scoldings or naggings, we wont improve.
The boys team's also another pillar of support for the girls team. They were always there to support and encourage us. Sometimes they tried to train us and ended up getting scolded. The whole team was just great! A BIG THANK YOU TO THE BOYS TEAM!
I JUST LOVE HAI SING VOLLEYBALL TEAM!
I believe that everyone has benefited from the trainings and the times we had.
i will never forget my team 2005. we save the hai sing girls team. we did it.
no.1 - melissa
no.2 - catherine
no.3 - minglee
no.4 - yujin
no.5 - xueyin
no.6 - jacinda
no.7 - yilun
no.8 - me!
no.9 - fidelia
Hai sing volleyball team
you all rock my life.
Saturday, March 19, 2005 @
hais.
who's the wrong now?
i dunno.
im just damn pissed off by whatever i see.
things will just get worse soon.
im not going to bother so much.
just feeling irritated and annoyed.
i dunno what's wrong with me.
just hate the way i am now.
i just hate it. hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, March 14, 2005 @
omg. another day of rotting at home.
no trainings. what can i do.
i want trainings.
i wont be like touching volleyball for almost the rest of this year.
now i got no mood to study at all.
just stay at home and rot.
maths lesson tomorrow.
then flag day on wednesday.
maths lesson, chinese lesson and tuition on thursday.
march holidays is just as good as no holidays.
what's holidays when teacher keep asking you back to school for lessons?
yayaya i know this is my o level year.
ms yeap has spoken to me " huiyi , you are weak in your maths. do you have tuition? you should actually go for tuition. do you have any financial difficulties? if you insist on not having tuition, then you have to keep asking questions until you understand. huiyi, i know cca is important, but this is your o level year. better work hard."
ya my o level year.
i have no choice but to work hard.
i just feel like going out for the whole of this week.
once i think of the homework which has to be done, the lessons,
i dun feel like going out anymore.
ok let's see. for the next 3 days. i wont be free.
wednesday flag day. have to stand down there, asking people to donate money.
everywhere people go, it will be like " please donate"
can you imagine so many people doing flag day on the same day at the same place?
there's usually people doing flag day when you go out.
what my friends and i usually do is run away.
so on wednesday i can see people running away, trying to avoid all the hai sians doing flag day!
what can i do.
stand there and ask people to donate.
c.i.p hours.
just for the sake of c.i.p hours.
4e1 doesnt have to do all these.
they got their orchid garden.
we haven even start on our spice garden last year.
we should continue this year and pass down to our juniors like in june?
no use of saying anything now.
i can only go out on friday and saturday.
sunday is for rushing homework.
i just wana enjoy.
and keep shopping. i'll do that on friday and saturday.
oh yea. grouping for nationals top 8 is like so terrible.
for the b girls. it will be like
- PHS , SMB , NAS , SHS
- JSS, XMS, CGS, HYS
the first grouping is like east zone top 2 vs north zone top 2.
so difficult.
for the b boys it's worse.
- SHS, XMS , SQS , FMS
all the zonal tops in a group.
i still feel sad for our b boys.
there's totally no luck for hsc this time.
our groupings were all so bad.
the other grouping for b boys is
- AMK , YTS, DMN, PSS
this is the easiest grouping.
i still want trainings!!!
ok. i shall watch tv now.
wahahaha
Friday, March 11, 2005 @
im tired.
tired tired tired.
common test = die die die.
failed my emaths already.
hmm i'll do badly for the rest too.
it's time to buck up.
i should work hard.
now, i dont have any trainings.
well. how am i going to survive without any trainings?
how!
i dont care. im still coming back to touch the ball.
and mayb even for hsc alumni.
wahahahaha.
im dead tired now.
so byebye!
