Monday, January 24, 2005 @
berber wants me to blog.
well. nothing to say la!
nowadays i kinda like jogging. run run run.
lalala.
Sunday, January 16, 2005 @
wah! it has been 2 weeks since i last updated.
berber is away to ed village. no point coming online so much!
no berber to talk to! berberberberber!
also busy with school stuffs.
school always end so late. like 3.30?
1 period is 35 minutes.
nowdays 5 minutes pass very slow during lessons,
but very fast during breaks! why!
during lessons , i always hope it faster end, so i can go for my training!
yaya. stupid 5 day week. cramp everything in 5 days.
that's why everyone is so busy!
east zone coming. im very very excited.
round robin this time.
HSC JIA YOU!
WE CAN DO IT.
hmm. think im going for some jogging in the evening,
if i have the time to. too many tests.
refresher tests for the whole of last week.
next few weeks, it will be the same thing too!
i can feel like im really being pushed.
no matter how lazy i am. i can feel that im being pushed.
pushed to study. everyone so kiasu and kan chiong.
i tink i cant really concentrate well on studies now as i got a competition round the corner.
after competition , it will then be the time that i'll start studying.
got retests and tests everyday. hais!
tomolo i got chinese tingxie retest.
just becuz i didnt get 18/20.
i got 15/20.
mr lua says that retest must get full marks. if not must stay back with him.
arghs. so stressed!
saturday and sunday are days to do homework,
so much homework during the week ends.
shouldnt have slacked so much in sec 3.
sec 4 is the time to chiong.
can die ah!
3 more days to NC16 movies. wahaha.
all i want for my bday is EAST ZONE TOP 4!
Saturday, January 01, 2005 @
begged myself not to think so much.
not to worry.
ok well. i tink i did it.
BY SLEEPING!
" part of the team " i know who you are.
at least someone responded.
ok. that "someone" who dun treat seniors as seniors. i know who is it too.
i just hoped that during trainnig everyone can be more SERIOUS
NO DIllY DELLY-ING.
no SLACKING.
no KEEP CHIT CHATTING AROUND.
no PLAYING A FOOL please.
please be punctual for training.
8.30 means 8.30
as you're given that particular position,
please do your best for that position,
i dun wan hear people say " i dun want be this. i wana be that!"
there's no much time left. please cooperate.
please listen to me.
i can just do anything for winning. I REALLY WANT TO WIN.
i can even kneel down and plead everyone to co operate.
thanks for " part of the team " for responding.
at least i still know what's happening.
sometimes i really think i being useless as a captain.
im no good enough to be one.
hais. i must try harder to be a better one i guess?
im really depressed and upset after what melissa told me.
quite shocking. that's no use. now i can only improve on how to be a captain.
anything wrong can come straight to me and tell me.
i accept all kinds of comments.
rushing through all my homework now.
wonder if i could really finish.
i must finish this 10 articles by today! i dun care!
gona do lots of weights.
ok. i shall stop.
i miss that dumbo anyway. he hasnt been online for a week plus.
guessed he's just too busy.
DUMBO!
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just came back from that countdown at downtown east.
lots of people yea.
police were all around.
some people were caught becuz of taking drugs.
everyone was so high. we just form a train. den run and jump ran round d marquee.
everyone dunno each other. just anyhow run. anyhow bang and say happy new year.
well im tired.
so late now. woke up early for training.
i mean a friendly match with orchid park.
ok la. not too bad. hais. but still disappointed.
disappointed. im totally disappointed after what melissa told me.
DISAPPOINTED.
ANGRY.
UPSET.
people actually dun give a damn on what's happening.
i guess no one can understand that being a captain is not easy.
mayb those who had been captain before knew how is it like.
please do your part and play well.
it's the final year.