Saturday, July 17, 2004 @
i am pissed off!! yea yea.. it's my fault.. everyone just blame me for it!
Tuesday, July 13, 2004 @
okayx.. it's tuesday today! hmm supposed to have training today? oh yea.. my back still hurts whenever i bend down and get something.. cant bend forward or backward.. tinking how would training be like without me.. hmm no body listening to catherine n yilun? i dunno.. really cant imagine.. sometimes im really sort of fed up with this whole team.. dun come punctually for training.. i didnt say anything bout it.. hmmm during training.. not serious enough? mayb? mayb when miss lim's around.. we would be more serious.. i just wanted them to be more serious and train properly.. they can fool around during training.. but not too much.. there are sometimes when u need to be serious.. okok i m just nagging too much zzzzz
sch 2day.. started with sex ed. lolx.. today's topic " should we go steady now?" syarif , elizabeth , eelen and clifton went up to share bout the pros and cons on BGR.. hmm sort of agree with them.. i dunno.. haha i really duno what im tinking right now. the way those teachers taught us on these topics.. are like quite sianx.. hahaha it's like what they did in classroom! wonder what's the next topic and who's teachin..
hmm almost the whole day was language today.. had 3 periods of english and 4 periods of chinese.. hahaha.. really dyin today.. hmm hai programme.. was doin my chinese compo.. crapping all the way and it turned out to be 1 paragraph per page.. lolx.. and i wrote it in bout around 2 hours? hahaha..
i lost $10 today.. or mayb yesterday? only found out today.. haix.. im forever so blur.. and it's now.. getting worse.. BLURISM! mayb i had been eating n eating so much that i didnt realise that i dropped my money or mayb ppl took it! haha.. I WANT MY $10 back!!!!! sobx..
lalala. there's homework today.. arghhx.. so sad.. and i tink it's alot..
i really love the lyrics.... britney spears - everytime...
Notice me, take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me
Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry
At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away
And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
- i guess i really need you -
Monday, July 12, 2004 @
alright.. ok.. alright ok.. alright alright alright.. okokok.. lolx
okayx.. since i'm like quite free today? no homework i think.. hmmm
went to school as usual.. but with my back.. eh... sort of sprained? yesterday night.. dunno what happen lars.. after dinner.. when i got up.. just couldnt walk properly.. cant bend forward and backwards.. cant even sleep or sit properly! turn abit.. pain like hell..
hmm.. sch.. miss lim wasnt here today.. tink it's becuz of her headache.. serious bahx? hmmm den after physics.. was english , 2 periods.. den we spent 1st period without mrs chan.. ahaha she forgotten!! huichii was like worrying whether to go call her up.. but everyone stopped her.. we dun wana see mrs chan! haha.. towards the end of the 2nd period.. she came.. so bored!!!
after sch.. was watching soccer - st john and npcc girls.. samantha's playing! hahaha.. GOAL KEEPER! hahaha.. everyone was like laughing at her.. the way she goes after the ball is really funny! she actually saved a free kick ball.. nono should be the ball went directly to her.. hahaha.. and she kicked the ball and it hit her senior's head.. zzzz.. but st john still won 2-0 .. erm this is the 1st half i suppose? was raining after 1st half just now..
was watching soccer with elizabeth.. hadnt been really talking to her for like quite long.. since sec 2 i tink.. haix.. she's still so cute.. hmm she was asking me bout how's volleyball nowadays... can see that she still wants to play.. haix.. but.. hmm haix.. recalled when we were sec 1.. we were the best of friends.. our team.. was like so united.. every single one of us.. so hardworking.. we play as a team.. not for our own... every listens to mr lui.. whatever he says.. we listen and follow his instructions.. no matter how hard he beat us or scold us.. we still play the best we can.. me and elizabeth were partners in the past.. and we were like.. always together? hmm we are still friends now.. but not as close.. i really love it when i was in sec 1..... i will not forget the times we had together as a team.. how we sweat as a team.. can say that we had gone through thick and thin during that year... the team spirit.... it's no longer exisiting now...... my batch from bout 12 players at that time.. now we are only left with 4 sec 3s.. pathetic..
hmm during lunch break, me yilun n sam went to the new stall.. arghhx.. not bad lars.. haha the queue was so damn long and ppl were like keep cutting queue.. zzz eat n eat like siaox.. haha.. after sch.. i was telling yilun n sam.. that we spent almost all our money on food.. not any other stuffs! oh dear.. food.. haha our fats all came from our money!!! hahahaha
have to stop eating that much man!
recently back to gunbound again? what the hell! my items are all gone.. and nearly 200k gold.. idiot idiot idiot!!!!!!!!!!!!! arghhx more i tink.. more i xin tong ah.. my poor account... haix haix.. poor me = P
hmm.. had not been really messaging each other for the whole of last week.. except for yesterday.. 3 messages.. guess we are just too busy for each other.. mayb we are not meant for each other? i dunno.. am i tring to forget him? i dunno.. haix.. tink i shall leave everything to fate.. sadded
Saturday, July 10, 2004 @

Your soul is bound to the
Burning Rose: The
Rapture.
"I go where my heart beckons me, and I go
with my head high. But sometimes, I get a need
until I bleed so my heart swims above my
head."
The Burning Rose is associated with passion,
intensity, and desire. It is governed by the
god Eros and its sign is The Flame, or Physical
Love.
As a Burning Rose, you can get lost in the moment
if you let yourself. You are a very physical
person, be it in relationships, work, or play.
You may be driven by your hormones sometimes,
but you know it's because you have to follow
your instinct.
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hmm hadnt been blooging for bout a week ehhs? hmm too lazy!!! hahaha.. here to sum up what i did this week..
guess my knee and back's giving me problem again.. haix.. tink i should see the doctor soon.. dun wana end up like yesterday's show.. on channel 8.. the " hai you ming tian" this girl.. hunchback de.. then one day.. when she trying to bend down to pick up her clothes... her back damn pain.. den legs start to feel weak.. suddenly at night.. she cant move her legs.. haix.. when her back pain.. she nv go tell her parents cuz she dun wana burden them.. she has 1 brother with kidney failure and another brother with dunno what disease.. cant walk too.. haix.. so ke lianx..
hmm last sunday.. eurocup.. greece won portugal? alamak.. haha cant believe it.. but portugal wasnt really performin.. they were just too kan chiong to win..
hmm had been swimming lately.. haha.. suddenly like to swim alotx.. hadnt been swimming for bout 6 years lers.. last sun went swimming with yilun n melissa at tampines swimming complex.. haha.. we were like talking n talking.. nv do anything.. den became so chao ta.. hahaha nono im already so chao ta.. haha after that went to tampines mall to makan.. i ate so much.. ahaha.. even help melissa to finish her mee hoon soup.. arghhx guess i m far too crazy!! hmm after the camp .. i really appreciate and zhen xi what my mum cooks.. hahaha the camp food really sucks!
den monday went to jurong swimming complex.. hmm quite sianx.. wild wild wet looks better to me.. haha jurong's only 80cents and wild wild wet's $12.90 and u need a funkey card $20!!! alamak.. where can i get so much money? i rather spend them on food = P .. okayx.. u see jurong.. the water is like.. oh my god so dirty and abit greenish.. lolx.. look at wild wild wet .. so clean! went to downtown east to swim yesterday.. hmm the pool's really clean.. guess i'll be at least going there twice a week..
every wednesday.. miss lim wants to bring us to swimming at downtown east.. haha swimming again.. i guess we can change our own team to a swimming team someday.. haha she wants to build up our stamina.. hmm everyone's so weak.. i wana be fit!! swim swim swim!! jian fei!! oh yeahx.. i had really been eating too much recently.. i must stop.. so ppl.. plx remind me nt to eat so much.. hahaha
hmm today supposedly i had a combined sch training.. dun tink i'll be going.. lalala.. rest of the training too? hmm i dunno.. now every saturday i m having cip.. and it's in the afternoon .. there 's only 2 days for u to choose.. friday and saturday.. friday i m having training in sch.. and saturday training again.. no choice.. just have to pick saturday.. CIP!!! hmm gona plant sunflowers?!?!?! I LOVE SUNFLOWERS!! yay! yay!!!! lalala
hmm mayb i'll go swimming afterwards or tomolo again.. hahaha i'm really crazy... = P
quizzes again!! yippeee!

You are
Fresh Mint.
You are caring and friendly. You have a nurturing
personality and always help out a friend in
need. You are fairly outgoing, and always show
a friendly face. You truly care for other
people, and you show it. However, you may
neglect your own responsibilites or become over
involved in your friends' personal affairs.
Most Compatible With: Orange
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You are my
Baking Soda!
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Your soul is bound to the
Second Totem, Luna:
The Wolf.
Luna appears as a pair of coral colored wolves.
She embodies
empathy, nurturing, insight,
and warmth. She is associated with the
color coral, the season of spring, and the
element of wind. Her downfall is pathos.
You are most compatible with Doves and Ravens.
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You are Form 0,
Phoenix: The Eternal.
"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached
zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He
emerged from his own ashes, to be forever
immortal."
Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl
(Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum
(Egyptian).
The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life,
the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is the eclipsed sun.
As a member of Form 0, you are a determined
individual. You tend to keep your sense of
optomism, even through tough times and have a
positive outlook on most situations. You have
a way of looking at going through life as a
journey that you can constantly learn from.
Phoenixes are the best friends to have because
they cheer people up easily.
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Saturday, July 03, 2004 @
@

Your soul is OPTIMISTIC. You tent to look to the
brighter side of things, and your positive
outlook on life makes others happy. People love
your open, unassuming nature and your innocent
belief in good for you, the grass on your side
of the fence is always greener. You are rarely,
if ever, pessimistic or doubtful, and you try
your hardest to make life the best it can be,
for yourself and others. You are a joyful and
radiant soul.
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Morpheus
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You're Most Like The Season Spring ...
Fresh faced, with a young outlook on life - you
smile at the world and expect it to smile back
at you. You're mostly a bubbly, fun - innocent
person. Described as cute possibly. However,
you're a little naive about things and tend to
be a little too trustworthy.
As the first season, It Makes you the youngest -
and so most immature - but people are inclined
to look out for and protect you.
Well done... You're the most fun of the seasons :)
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! You are most like An Emerald !
Caring, giving, - and very emotional. You're the
person
people turn to with a problem. You worry about
everybody,
and genuinely want to help - a little too much
sometimes.
As an emerald, you tend to take a more backseat to
the other
gems, but your inner beauty soon captivates those
who take
the time to get to know you.
Congratulations ... You're the selfless gem
everybody needs as a friend.
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You are... WAIT! - you're none of the Sins you're
an Angel!
Perfect, or close enough, and annoyingly so! Did
you always
behave so 'just right'. ARGHHH . You can annoy the
hell outta
people with your attitude, but no doubt your church
is real happy
with you. The positive side certainly outweighs the
negative,
after all, you do chores, are smart, are cute, do
charity work.
Least you know what a perfect saint you are. You
just make the rest
of us sinners vomit. Perhaps you could break the
rules once in a while, go wild - Eat an extra
cookie or something.
However - congratulations on being the most pure,
of the entire human race.
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You're like a Mermaid!
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Youth
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Crab
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Cocktail
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Rainbow
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Britain
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Thursday, July 01, 2004 @
oh yeahx!!! finally back from the 3 days 2 nights camp at pulau ubin.. hmm till now, still tink i in camping mood.. hahaha fun yeah?
arghzz.. got lots of mosquito bites.. but wasnt that serious.. hahaha.. ppl like samantha tan got bout 37 bites.. so scary.. ahhaah.. siao lorx.. awww.. itchy!!!
hmm 1st day.. woke up early.. went to basketball court to assemble.. den saw some of the instructors down there in sch.. hmm was looking at them.. ah yah.. all nt shuaix de.. except for that andrew.. lolx
went into the bus.. den took the ferry at punggol to pulau ubin.. sea sick ah! hahaha.. it was like so damn long from punggol to pulau ubin.. bout more den 30 minutes.. hmm tink it's near from changi..
went there.. split up into groups.. was lucky that i got into the same group as yilun.. so damn lucky.. hmm candle was our instructor.. haha such a unique name yea? candle candle candle!!! hmm we did the elements on the first day.. candle was great enough that she didnt make those who dun dare to try the elements to try.. some ppl were like scared or what.. hmm she keep asking us to try try try.. but when some ppl are really scared.. she wont forced them.. haha.. was lucky to get this kind of instructor.. was looking at other groups.. their instructors were like.. ahh so fierce and strict? kept shouting at them non-stop?
lunch on the first day really suck like hell!!!!!!! the vegetables? alamak.. it look so fresh and taste as fresh as the grass outside my house.. hahaha.. den the rice.. so so hard!!! hmm after lunch.. elements again! not bad.. quite sianx lo.. hahaha.. after that dinner then bathe.. then plan our cheers and songs... after that is song session! sing sing sing.. fun!!! tink after that .. going to bed time liaox.. was on my way to toilet with yilun.. met xueying.. she told us that some of the instructors actually forced 3 girls to shower together in one shower room.. and the shower thingy is only covered by a curtain .. not a solid door man.. den that instructor only gave them 2 minutes to bathe!! can u imagine?!?!?! 3 ppl bathing together within 2 minutes.. how can it be done? really hate that instructor who does such things to them.. and if they dun finish bathing within 2 min.. she dun care whether u are naked or in ur clothes.. they will just pull the curtain.. haix.. dun understand why they must treat us like dat.. we are all humans lo.. all equal.. it's like insult to us or what.. ppl still want their pride and all those stuffs.. far too much..
oh yah.. after that went to toilet.. den i was trying to keep my phone.. one of the instructors outside there say " eh.. how come can use phone" den the other sickening bitchy instructor just snatch it from me.. and gave me that kind of bloody chao chao face! idiot.. fcuk fcuk fcuk! she sucks man!.. took my phone? hmm i cried like hell in the toilet.. just to see how she will react!!! bloody hell.. she just came in and yell at me " WHAT GROUP ARE U IN!! WHO IS UR INSTRUCTOR!" wah laux.. as if everything's my fault.. wtf lo! i continue cryin cryin.. wana see what she can do with me.. den candle came in.. she pass me my phone.. see candle's still the best.. she still explain to me why they took my phone.. she told me that group 9 to 16 are brief not to use their phone infornt of instructors.. but not group 1 to 8.. so she's returning my phone! please lo.. it's that stupid instructor fault.. and she didnt even come in and apologise to me.. i know i'm asking for too much.. but it's her fault.. she came shouting to me.. like it's as if i m wrong.. idiotic sia her.. hope this kind of ppl get sack or what.. hope she breaks her limbs when walking.. really feel like shaving off all her hair.. eyebrows.. drawing stuffs on her face! bloody her!! was really pek chek that day.. pek chek till like when i was in the tent.. i keep nagging to yilun what to do with that bitch! hmm when i got out of toilet.. everyone knows my phone got confiscated.. spread so damn fast within bout 15 minutes?
lousy attitude man that bitch! bitch!!!! better nt let me see her.. gona spread stuffs bout her...
2nd day - morning.. all those theory stuffs for survival course.. so damn sianx!! afternoon.. went for the survival course with group 5.. oh yeahx.. forgot to mention that group 5 and 6 are the 5566!! woohooo..!! 5566 rock rock rock yea? hmm tink andrew started e 5566 thingy? haha.. we keep walking e wrong way.. den bcum one big round around ubin.. haha.. looks like it's longer den the big walk.. cuz for big walk.. i walk half way den ran away.. there's lots of dogs on the way.. haha.. sort of like cute?? on the way.. matthew was like keep jumping and hopping all bout.. so damn childish.. i cant stand him!!! so me , yilun , catherine and shujuan went following him.. imitating what's he doing.. ahaha went hopping n hopping.. wah me n cat were so damn tired den yilun n shujuan still chasing him.. haha.. end up we all damn tired.. and matthew's still jumping all bout? went back.. dinner.. sucks again.. the commander was saying that he will try to get us a better dinner and.. does the dinner look better? suck like hell man! went showering.. ahh.. such a long queue.. den after that camp fire!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh yeah!!! the camp fire really rocks.. it's so damn fun.. and so high!!!!! love singing songs now.. i m crazy.. 5566 was the last group to present.. alamak.. but nvm.. we still did quite well!! we rock ok? u suck! lolx..
hmmm today's the last day.. sort of she bu de to leave the place.. haix.. basically.. miss candle and andrew? can make fun of matthew.. hahaah!! and dun need to study mahx.. hmm 1st day.. really wanted to go home.. i cant stand the place.. but today.. i dun feel like leaving at all.. dun understand why.. now.. i'm trying to get used to my house.. hahaha.. actually i learnt many stuffs from this camp.. hmm agree what candle say.. we should apply what we learn here when we come back here.. must plan b4 u do things.. hmm haix.. i really feel like camping again! i dun wan go sch tml!! i dun wan!!!!!!!!!!!! mayb i shall pon ten? ahahah.. tink i now abit hua chi lars.. sort of crazy bout guys? hmm but it's better den siao over girls ritex?
all day long we shout shout shout!
all night long we scream scream scream!
what do we say?
5566 rock!
u sux
we rock!
5566 rock rock rock !