Wednesday, April 28, 2004 @
oh yeahx.. i m finally free today to blog!!! so busy the past few days.. no time to blog.. so .. today's entry's gotta be a long long one..
Saturday 24th april 2004
hmm saturday.. i went to presbyterian high for the combined sch selection.. met bernie from ngee ann sec! geex... glad that i met her.. or esle i dunno how to start with my warm up and stuffs.. hmm.. well.. bernie.. a tall tall girl.. with height of eh.. bout 175cm? sec 2 only eh! well.. can see that her setting quite good.. although she told me she's not even in main 6 in her sch.. tink she gona be a setter in combined sch bahx? hahaha.. jia you worx.. when filling up the form.. all the jersey size, shoe size , short size.. all we anyhow write.. haahahah!! jersey size.. M.. tink it will be very big bahx.... den shorts.. L ... very big too? haha shoe size.. well bernie got hers correct.. but i dunno my size.. so just put 28.5cm.. went home.. and found out that it's only 27cm.. !!!!! how am i going to play with such big shoes?!?! but nvm.. i still got into combined sch.. still have to attend the other trial on 8th of may.. haix.. having exams on that morning.. afternoon rush to meet bernie to go to presbyterian again! as i promised.. if i get into combined sch.. yilun will get hotplate from me! haahah.. eh.. i really treat her eh! she accompanied me to the selection.. see .. SO NICE.. where to find this kind of friend!! where! tell me!!! xi you pin zhong ah! hahahaa.. lalala.. oh yeahx.. went too hougang mall .. walk walk walk.. nth better to do.. talk alot of crap with yilun oso.. hahaha..
haix.. he actually went to presbyterian at around 4.30 to look for me.. but i left.. at mayb bout 4 plux too.. haix.. nv see him lehx.. mayb fated not to be meet bahx? choy choy choy!! mayb it's not the time to meet yet.. haix haix
Sunday 25th april 2004
Hey.. sunday.. woke up damn early in the morning.. so dead tired.. ate breakfast.. saw my hp.. yilun asking me to pon ten the nature walk.. haha.. pon ten lo.. i gave the excuse i having leg cramps again.. hehex.. eh.. pon ten fun la.. hahaha.. well got nth to say eh... nature walk 3 km lehx! walk what.. i so lazy.. hehehex.. just too lazy to walk lo.. slept until 9 or 10 plux.. as usual.. did my homework.. laze around.. hehex.. that's what i do on sunday when i m not going out.. den oh yah.. afternoon.. falling asleep.. but saw the show on channel 8 .. liang shan bo and zhu ying tai.. wah.. watch liao i wan cry.. so touched!!! sobx sobx.. mum was telling me that their lives.. very xin ku.. cant be together.. parents forced zhu ying tai to be married to someone esle.. den in the end.. she jumped into the tomb.. pei liang shan bo die together.. haix haix.. at least they still can be together lo...
lesser and lesser things to blog yeahx?
Monday 26th april 2004
monday again yeahx? well.. sch again.. of cuz it's boring!!! went to sch.. so happily.. haha.. cuz i got into combined sch!! expecting miss lim to ask me.. whether i got in.. or well.. she seems to have forgotten all bout me! oh well.. she dun give a damn bout me.. hmm during physics lesson at the lab.. she called me.. i was expecting her to ask bout the combined sch thingy! well.. she passed me 3 mizuno jerseys.. different colours.. different size.. wanted me to gather all the girls and get their size.. and choose the colour.. hey.. the white colour jersey looked.. not bad worx.. NICE!! but.. the jerseys are all damn big.. the size xs , s , m .. i tried m.. BIG BIG BIG!!! hehex.. took down all the size.. waited for miss lim when she came back at bout 4 plux with the b boys.. oh yeahx.. b boys lost... 3:1.. haix.. lost to xinmin.. oh well.. nvm b boys are still in top 4... first time hai sing b boys in top 4 eh! historical moment for hai sing!! *clap clap* hehex..
oh yeah.. talking bout miss lim.. bloody hell one lo her! expect me to call mr lui and tell him the jersey size and stuffs! must tell him what colour... blah blah.. does a captain have to do all these stuffs? all these admin stuffs? i tot she's the one who should do all these! why should captain care bout all these? bloody lo.. she's just taking me for granted.. pushes everything to me to settle.. i hate her man! bloody idiot.. who's simply so damn lazy.. and wanted others to do thigns for her.. if i dun get it settle or done properly.. she will come .. blaming me.. oh well.. she always blame others for HER OWN MISTAKES.. she thinks that she's always right.. but too bad.. no body tinks so.. = P idiot lo her.. go die la her! but nvm.. still got my good fren yilun who helped me to call mr lui.. mr lui still cares bout us eh? asked bout our training and asking us to go to his condo there to swim! ahahaha.. nice guy.. mayb he is coming to watch us during youth cup.. nice coach.. missed his training lots.. hope to see him more often bahx! although he now not teaching us.. well.. in my heart.. he's always my jiao lian~!~!~! yi ri wei shi.. zhong sheng wei fu.. he's the one who taught me vball.. from dunno how to play.. until know how to play eh! wanted to thank him alot for scolding and beating me.. hahaha
TODAY
hmm today yeahx? hmmm vocab review was hard.. tough! hmm mayb it's me who is so lousy bahx! hmm.. pong dunoo.. den keep copying my answers.. ahaha .. nvm i very hao xin one.. let him copy.. hehex..
mrs wan isnt here today.. so we have 2 free periods! yay!!.. didnt do anything lo.. just laze around.. while eelen they all continue to play cards.. dai dee ah.. dunno what la.. alot.. lolx.. eh.. yilun brought her digital cam.. so went around taking pics! i wore yilun specs.. ahah so.. continue taking pics lo.. hehe.. fun eh.. one of the pic.. i look like professor worx! hehex.. i starting to bhb again.. *ahem* must be humble! oh well.. took alot.. geex.. took spenser they all too.. eh.. i put spenser as my display pic.. ppl tell me he shuaix! wah siaox eh!!! lolx.. spenser.. finally got ppl know how to xing shang ni lerx.. lolx! oh yeahx.. kenneth in lots of photo lo.. pointing middle finger.. cant stand him.. keep throwing erasers and paper balls at us when we were trying to take pic! he himself.. keep hiding from the camera with his amaths textbook.. haha.. plz la.. who want to take pic of him!!! oh yeahx.. did i mention he look like william hung?!?!? he cant stop " talk to me.. tell ur name" cant stand him man! si william hung.. hahaha..
well.. today eh.. have to study for amaths n social studies test tml.. ahh.. forget it! just read through can lerx.. hehehehex! these few days.. like keep raining.. good la.. ahhaha.. at least not that hot lerx.. but.. cannot si pen lehx..... hahaha.. planning to si pen.. waiting for some good weather bahx.. tink god dun wan us to be together? ahahaha it's not the right time yet bahx....
WO HAO XIANG NI AH!!! AI nI wOrx...
Friday, April 23, 2004 @

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geex.. took that quiz.. does it sound like me? dun tink so... ahahaahha
eh.. weather today wasnt too bad.. quite nice.. hehex.. not feeling that hot eh? in class not so hot lerx eh... great? the window's fixed.. can open lerx!
oh yeah.. today's shifu birthday!!! geex.. happy birthday worx zhen kai!!
geex.. there was health check today.. well .. every year they asked me the same questions.. " are your parents tall? " hahhaa.. " got any problem with PE ? " geexx.. do i really look that tall to them? geex.. they checked my backbone alignment.. wah lau have to strip! lolx... haix haix.. shen me dou gei ta kan dao guang lerx! hahahaha... saw some of the comments.. " too tall for age " hey!! i m not that tall ok? i m still alright! if i m tall... what's tiffany in shss? she 180cm lehx.. siao ah.. me.. only 169cm.. geexx.. nth's wrong with me! eh.. i have perfect eyesight worx! hahaha... still keep tinking i need to wear specs liao..
eh.. lots of hw this weekend.. bloody man.. chinese jian bao , bio tys , physics tys , amaths.. chemistry tys.. siao lo.. but no chocie.. exams are just round the corner.. what can i do.. just study hard lo.. haix haix.. haahah geexx.. i m helping yilun to do her jian bao.. geex.. shun bian mahx! hahaha.. see i m so nice.. recently.. keep helping ppl to do hw eh..
geex.. everyday in sch.. spenser bu shuang with me.. wo ye bu shuang him! hahaha.. we both always say wan go fight eh? go toilet fight.. but end up nv.. whenever we want fight .. teacher will appear or.. someone will just disturb us la! i give him that kind of bu shuang look den he bu shuang liaox.. haha.. i still remember a few days ago.. we were saying we wana fight.. so go toilet walk.. walk until half way.. i jus couldnt stop laughing and went back to classroom.. hahaha den yesterday after PE.. we wan go fight.. walk until half.. he say wan push me down from sch eh.. u so skinny.. i so heavy.. u can push me down ah? hahaha.. everyone was saying if i fight with him.. geex.. not he win.. is i win!! yay!!!! thank you for all ur support.. spenser ah.. eat more la.. jia you in gaining weight.. gain liaox den come find me.. hahaha
today history lesson.. e1s went for health.. left the e2s.. den mr amran.. sat there.. with us.. eh.. didnt teach anything for 1 period.. i just stayed there staring blankly.. geex.. den saw that william hung album.. took it.. and look at it.. geex.. so eh.. cute!!! hahaahah mr amran was saying " why would ppl wan to buy his album ? so a waste of money!" ahahah.. treviz was saying that he's honest.. eh..... eh.. that's why he made big money!! mayb i should try to be honest eh? make big money.. woohooo!!!
ppl say today is the emergency exercise! where got!! bluff ppl one! oh yeahx.. 3e2 was chosen to help out for the emergency exercise! eh.. i and yilun ah.. at assembly ground one.. collect attendance.. we are under mr gng.. hahaha.. eh.. yesterday mr gng came to our class to brief us on this exercise .. where to assemble and stuffs.. hahaaha.. eh.. he always in hall very strict one lehx.. in class.. hahaah very funny and nice guy.. geex.. he was telling us why he chose 3e2 for every year.. he say eh.. 3e2.. smart and normally very active lo.. smart and active.. he dun choose 3e1 becuz.. hahaha funny ah.. he was giving an example if there's a fire.. den he ask 3e1 ppl go find help.. den got so many routes.. den the 3e1 person will say " eh.. let me see.. if i go this route.. it will take me how long how long.. the speed and dunno what ... " hahahaha mr gng's really very funny ah! geex... 3e2 rocks~!~!
eh eh eh... tml got selection.. getting stressed lerx lo.. eh.. mayb yilun going to support me.. hopes her mum let her go.. haix.. if not i have to go on my own.. suffer down there.. looking so damn poor thing like blur sotong! geex.. somemore it's like so damn far lehx.. pasir ris to yio chu kang? siao eh? and if no one is going with me.. oh dear.. haix.. worried lo.. i keep tinking ren duo hao ban shi marhx! miss lim lo.. couldnt tink.. why other sch can send so many ppl but not us lehx? mayb she can send yilun .. or mayb the juniors? let them gain experience ritex.. at least 2 ppl go.. can take care of each other if anythings happen!dun understand why la.. she just wanted me to go.. as though i m the best? geex.. crazy.. some ppl could even play better den me.. haix.. hope yilun tml can go lo.. oh plz.. i really hope she can go.. as i promised her that.. i will treat her hotplate if i get into combined sch! geex! hahahaah.. promised means promised liaox.. wont break it man.. hehex.. so HOPE YILUN CAN GO WITH ME... I JUST NEED SOMEONE TO ACCOMPANY ME! IN CASE SOMETHING HAPPENS! hmm i was actually telling miss lim " huh .. go there do warm up on my own ah? " " ppl there.. oso bo chap me one.. zhi ji gu zhi ji " den she said " u oso zhi ji gu zhi ji lar" .. From her tone.. know that she isnt very happy with my reply lo.. i wanted to ask her to send someone.. but.. she doesnt want to.. it's so obvious! oh well.. ppl if u are reading this.. plz go to presbyterian high from 2 to 5 pm tomolo to support me.. thank you .. hahahaha
i go for the selection becuz
1. miss lim wanted to send me
2. i myself wanted to go... it's my dream!! every vballers dream!
3.i wana do hai sing proud
4. wanted to get in.. so as to make mr raj change his mind of closing down the girls team!
hmmm ah yah.. wo hen xiang ni lehx.. dong ma? hahaha geex.. *wishes myself good luck for tml selection! jia you bahx huiyi!! hope yilun can go *
Wednesday, April 21, 2004 @
geex.. i'm doing my homework and.. chatting!! yawnxx... i feeling abit of like tired.. !!
oh yawnx... wah sch got damn alot of homework n tests.. like on this friday.. got history n chemistry!!! haix haix! well.. tml i will be suffering.. studying like hell.. going mad!! oh well.. i dun tink i wana go crazy so easily.. hahaha i only want go crazy over HIM.. hehehex! i m crazy over u!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well.. guess i'm really crazy now.. i cant stop tinking of him.. how how how? what should i do?
hmm.. i m doing my bio homework now.. awwww.. have to draw that diagram out! that internal leaf structure! ahhh... so many cells.. so many chloroplasts.. nucleus and blah blah blah... draw like siaox only! tml need to hand in somemore.. can die lo!! bloody cells and chloroplasts... lolx.. oh yah speaking bout bio lessons.. mrs wan's lessons are really getting boring.. whatever she says.. it just couldnt get into my mind.. i cant stop myself tinking bout other stuffs! when someone's talking in the class , mrs wan will say " are u all listening to me?" can die ah..always same thing.. it's really damn bored man.. bio is supposed to be interesting and fun.. but she teach.. wah.. can go to my dreamland! imagine her teaching eh.. social studies? whole class would be sleeping.. hahahaha!our class's really slow for bio! haix.. thanks to our classmates.. asking all those stupid questions.. delaying all the time! but.. well mrs wan 's quite a not bad teacher.. doesnt show her temper to us.. infact.. she's quite close to us.. motherly? lolx! mayb...
oh dear i m sicked of drawing cells! hmm today's maths lesson.. like learn nth much.. hahaha.. miss yeap change her hair style.. she let down her hair.. ahh so chio! ahaha.. chio bu!!! boys were like making fun of her.. telling her that " hey mrs chan has alot of pins.. " hahaa.. den she was like.. eh buay ta han us .. i tink.. one day she might just flare up when she couldnt ta han us... geex.. i m still drawing all those stupid cells... awww... when m i doing to finish all these?
geex.. this is a damn busy week for me!!! weekend.. i m not free man!!! for saturday i have the combined sch selection!!! woohooo.. damn happy.. miss lim's sending me again.. muahahaha.. well last year couldnt get in.. i dunno why.. mayb i m just.. too lousy n inexperienced! oh yeahx.. this year i m going to try damn damn hard! but i dun think of the boys are going bahx? hmm means i will be the only one there? haix.. again.. last year i went with ben, bryan , ron , choonfu , gary and ivan.. well i was the only girl.. hahaha.. this year it's worse.. i m the only one from hai sing? ahhh!! noonono! i m not going to let this happen.. mayb i'll try to talk to miss lim.. make her send one more girl? i shall tell her that.. well i go there.. no body will do warm up with me.. all so damn dao.. hahaha.. send someone with me will be better.. perhaps let them gain some experience? geex.. i dun wana go alone.. hate doing things alone.. i m so damn afraid of loneliness!
eh.. speaking bout vball yeahx? we are taking part in youth cup in june.. yay! finally collected all the ez link cards from the rest!!! went to search for miss lim.. den ah... we are going to have new jersey!!! yay !!! wooohooo!!! mizuno ones!yaya mr lui is coming down to our sch.. next week.. tuesday i tink .. not very sure.. that's what miss lim said.. she will gather all the girls and choose the jersey colour.. well tink it will be a simple one.. geex... jersey matter settled! geexx.. *happy* hahahha ... well captain have to do so many things.. haix.. suan lerx.. captain jiu shi captain mahx!
oh yeahx.. sunday still got that nature walk thingy! haix.. i replaced janica! wah biang eh.. have to wake up so damn early! 6.30 must reach sch.. what time do i have to wake up.. i have got combined sch selection on sat.. den i will go home so damn tired.. den rest.. next morning.. must wake up damn early.. ahhh i m going to suffer like hell.. so early!!! haix.. busy man.. lots of hw.. sure cannot finish one!
eh... he isnt online today.. haix.. sianx ah... wo tai xiang ta lerx.. just wanted to tell him i m going for the combined sch selection.. i just wanted to tell him that.. oh please... online.... ai si ni lerx la... = P
Tuesday, April 20, 2004 @
hmm just eaten.. ahh.. so full... though i didnt eat much.. *burps*
oh well.. sch was quite ok today.. just that i wasnt very happy with some ppl.. haix.. i didnt hand in the entry form for youth cup.. wonder if i will get any scolding.. went to the vas website and check.. the latest is by 22th april 12 pm.. oh my godness.. it's this thursday man.. if i get it ready by tomolo.. i will get hell from miss lim .. haix haix.. well.. asked them to stay back today to pass me the ez link cards.. i only saw fidelia , xy and melissa.. dunno where the hell did jascinda and minglee went.. haix.. i was at the canteen with yilun.. waiting n waiting for them.. hoping that i can like.. just collect everything and pass to miss lim.. yujin n catherine were all asking me for their ez link cards! they were telling me they couldnt go home.. but.. what can i do.. if not becuz of some ppl.. i wont have to hold on the those ez link cards for so long man! it's not me who not wanted them to get home.. it's some ppl.. who just nv listen to my instructions.. didnt stay back and pass me their ez link cards.. yayaya.. well.. just forget it.. tink i will sure get it from miss lim.. other than this matter.. hmm the jersey matter had not been solved.. well.. i'm sure there's no time to solve this problem.. haix.. fed up with this matter man.. captain zhen ke lianx.. well well.. it's all my fault!!! all my fault!! if miss lim wants to scold me.. go ahead.. i'm prepared.. i m going to tell her i cant find jacinda and minglee.. dun care what's she going to say.. just let her settle.. geex.. sick of this mattter!!
oh yeahx.. today there's a emaths test.. geex.. i didnt study for it.. i kept tinking that this chapt is damn easy and why should i study... hahhaha.. the paper was sort of hard.. dun understand the questions.. couldnt solve! especially question 2 !!! should have at least gone through my textbook.. haix.. i brought the textbook home.. just left it on the floor untouched.. until this morning.. i better buck up man.. had been failing for all my tests recently! i must study real real hard ... exams are just like 2 weeks away yeah? the first paper is social studies.. awww.. dun tink mr amran had taught anything.. haha i had been dreaming for all his lessons.. like today.. i could just fall asleep.. slept until i dreamt... hahaha.. when lesson's going to end.. yang ann shouted class stand and i was still in my dreamland.. semi-conscious.. haahhaa.. just jumped up from my seat and stood there.. hahaha.. so damn sleepy man! geex!! tried to get back to sleep again.. hmm heard yang ann , spenser , kenneth n pong talking bout gunbound.. couldnt sleep! i was just like tinking what they were saying..
oh yeahx.. gunbound has got many many new avatars!!! geex!! i want it!! i wan that chief hat!! gona start saving hard!! now i got 101335 gold!! chief hat is bout 250 000 yeahx? geex.. bout 150000 golds more to go yeahx? wohooo.. wanted to buy golden armour too.. hahaha.. had not been playing gunbound for quite a long time.. now gunbound craze again! geexx. i m weird.. i was like awww so fed up just now.. now i m just like happy.. siaox.. sot! mood swing again.. geex!
lunch break today.. sat there.. talking to yilun bout the video i sent her yesterday.. so damn funny and lame... just couldnt stop laughing when i tink of it.. my bro was like telling me that lady in the video looks like melissa!!! hahaha.. ehh quite la.. lolx... but melissa's much more better! the lady in the video was like.. so damn.. erm.. eh.. auntie! hahaa.. still wear until dunno like what! want seduce ppl like dat.. ahahahaha... funny man!!! lolx.. if u wana watch it.. i will send u.. hahaha... u just couldnt stop laughing when u watch it.. it's some sort of like.. from some variety shows from taiwan.. host by jackie wu~.. geex..
awww. feeling hot again.. ahhh!!!! air con!!!.. hmm in class , the fan's back again! yay!! pong was like saying " aww i miss my fan man!" hahaha i tink it's he cannot take the heat and he missed the fan! geex.. sockets all ok lerx.. haix.. why so fast ok liaox? haix.. tml got cme !! ahhh. my group to present!!! i dun wan ! i dun wan!! spoil those sockets again? hahahaaha.. mayb we will do so.. or hope mr njoo will like.. talk lots of crap tml for more den 45 minutes? geex.. hope so! talk bout vball plxz mr njoo!!! hahahaha ...
basically i m really sicked of my present life.. i mean.. sch life.. ahh so damn tired !! yawnx... came back home.. everyday looking so damn tired.. well.. now in my life.. feel happy that i can have friends... like yilun n sam.. really very lucky~! geex.. and not forgetting.. my kors!!! like joe and brandon!!! geexx... well.. tink i gona stop here and start on my homework... geexx...
hao xiang dui ni shuo : ai ni ai ni ai ni ai ni ai si ni lerx!
Monday, April 19, 2004 @
geex!!! so sianx man.. arghhzzz... yayaya.. boring day.. sch's as boring as ever!
well well.. woke up as usual.. went to sch as usual.. but today abit different.. sat there.. staring at my storybook.. and tinking of stuffs.. geex.. i dun usually do that! unless i m really not in the mood.. or the book is really damn boring or CHIM...hahaha.. tinking bout many stuffs man.. haix haix.. sometimes tink liao.. mayb quite fed up lo.. sometimes.. no mood ah.. !!!! mood swing!!!!
hmm.. well class.. is still as hot.. sockets all broken down.. geex.. yaya broken down.. no fan! HOT .. hotter den ever!!! geex... this week got quite alot of tests.. haix.. all those teachers.. try to finish all their topics at the same time.. den make us students study like hell.. hahaha i m really sicked of studying.. oh please.. get me out of sec 3 life.. i wana go home early everyday!!! i m now suffering.. arghhz.. mayb one of these days.. when i couldnt take it .. i will .... ahem.. better dun tink bout it.. hehex.. well.. i still got volleyball!! i still got my frenx!! i still got my korx!! and i still got ... !!! lolx.. i guess i'm really crazy today.. hmm.. i not going to go crazy that easily! cuz i m already crazy over him.. hehehe * ai ni worx!*
today during assembly.. huichii went up to share with us bout the taiwan education system.. hmm well.. they start sch at 8 am!! so late.. haha.. but end at 4.. almost same la.. we start at bout 7 plux end at 3 plux.. not too bad.. but with PC and stuffs.. mayb 5 plux .. hahaha.. but their holidays are like.. damn long.. summer vacation - july to september!!! ahhh.. i wan it!! mayb i will migrate to taiwan? hehex.. geex.. huichii's pri sch got.. a big big track .. like stadium like dat.. den in the middle got 4 volleyball courts!!! 4 u know? outdoor they can have 4 !!!! hai sing... so pathetic.. only got 1.. another one's at the basketball court.. seldom used.. geex.. wished hai sing could be bigger.. have more volleyball courts and facilities.. mayb the hall can have like 2 volleyball courts? geex.. den boys and girls can train at same time.. mayb every single day! dun need to fight for hall with other ppl... oh yeahx.. talking bout vball.. haix.. haven collect all the ez link cards! haven got the rest to write their particulars! haix haix.. stupid man.. captain have to do all these stuffs.. well.. i have no choice.. actually got to submit all these stupid stuffs to miss lim today.. but i have no choice.. have to submit in tomolo... haix.. wonder if i will get lots n lots of scolding from her.. oh well.. i m mentally prepared.. hahaha.. but.. the jersey problem isnt solved yet.. will we get new jersey? or miss lim going to make new ones? hope she's going to.. i lazy to borrow from seniors and stuffs.. hate doing all those kind of things.. well.. if the jersey thingy isnt solved.. oh well.. she's going to blame the team again.. esp . me for nt doing this n that.. haix.. better remind her again bout the jersey thingy.. in case she puts the blame on the rest again!
yawnxx... feeling tired.. i got lesser n lesser things to blog.. dun understand why.. mayb life's really that boring? must have some fun .. lolx.. haix.. duno why ah.. day by day.. come back home.. very fan!!!! i sick of this n that.. i'm really sick of it.. i hate ppl asking me questions bout this n that again n again.. I M DAMN FED UP MAN!!! bloody hell.. lolx.. going to become vulgar again.. i wanted to change!!!! haix suan lerx.. xin qin bu hao jiu bu hao.. mood swing again lerx.. arghhhzzzzz
Sunday, April 18, 2004 @
geeex!!! so bored so bored so bored!! sunday morning.. so boring.. hahahaha
zzz got lots of homework to do ... haix haix.. gona rushed through them bahx i tink.. heck care!! lolx.. mayb later going out again lerx.. to sun tan again? hmm dunno.. depends.. see whether yilun can go out notx.. zzz ahaahha.. went to sun tan yesterday with yilun.. we were like going for picnic!! haahaha .. went to watsons.. bought the sun tan oil.. den later go ntuc buy this buy that.. hahaah really like going for picnic lo.. i was suggesting to yilun whether to bring a mat.. hahahaha.. when reached there.. gosh so damn hot .. sat on the breakwater.. hahaha even lay down on it man.. so shiok.. lolx.. weyzi n ivan came joining us awhile.. hahaha.. my arms did become darker after bout 1 or 2 hours of tanning? yilun remained the same!! ahahhaa.. that's why she wanted to go again today ! lolx.. geexx.. feeling hot again.. yawnxx...

Friday, April 16, 2004 @
eeee! i m feeling hot now!! hot hot hot!!! i mean the weather ok.. dun xiang y y lerx... lolx
dun understand why the weather these few days is like.. so damn humid.. at assembly ground.. can sweat like siaox lerx.. go back class even worse ah.. got fan still so hot.. at home worst lerx!! on air con n fan still can sweat ah.. lolx.. something must be wrong with me lerx la.. others dun sweat that much lehx...
oh yeahx.. in class jia lat liaox.. the fan is spoilt.. it will be so damn hot.. sitting at the back lerx! ahhhh!! the fan got shock diao lerx.. oh well.. during bio lessons.. yang ann was helping eelen to charge her hp with the socket just beside him.. den suddenly.. " boom" .. den got sort of like.. got like light like dat bahx.. electric current came out? lolx.. den yang ann still keep looking at the socket.. den after that.. the fan stopped working.. awww.. sobx sobx.. smoke came out of the socket!! hahaha.. yang ann just faster pluck off charger lo.. eee! now the sockets all spoilt!!! they tried testing the OHP.. cant cant cant!!! hahaha.. hmm class gona buy 4 fans lerx la.. yay.. but what's the point of buying fan when the sockets are all spoilt? tink they going to act as if we dunno anything bout the socket bahx.. lolx... no choice! sockets spoilt.. do our class has to pay money again? lolx.. 3e2 is just too violent lerx! spoilt 2 fans.. spoilt the whole socket.. lolx.. well as for that broken window.. it isnt our fault!!! and that bbc t shirt.. zzz oso have to pay.. too much lerx la.. miss yeap still keep telling us " u all must learn to be responsible" blah blah blah.. sicked of her!!! class fund class fund class fund.. i gona be bankrupt soon ah.. mayb 3e2 is just a great class.. hehex.. so ppl like are jealous of us? = P
oh yeahx.. early in the morning.. got scolded by mrs chan.. spoil my mood for the day only! zzz she spent the period.. scolding ppl.. screaming at us!!! PMS LA! so old still pms? lolx.. something must be wrong.. hahahaha.. scolded me becuz of my compre lo.. vocab anyhow do.. she bu shuang.. haix.. she's like.. sort of biased against me.. always want to scold me.. how many times had i been scolded by her? but.. oh well.. she's mayb a better teacher den miss lim hui mian who simply doesnt care bout me.. lolx.. well i dun give a damn.. lolx.. mrs chan was like keep scolding us.. telling us our mistake.. den.. she was telling spenser " spenser.. u are one of the weakest in english in this class.. i tink that pongsawat is abit better den u " den pong took out his paper.. and told me.. he nv hand it in.. lolx.. den he got all the screamings from mrs chan.. so damn loud.. lolx..
hmm today .. sch ended early at bout 11.45pm becuz of speech day bahx... haha.. how i wish.. that everyday could be speech day! remember last year went to speech day.. aww.. sianx ah sianx ah.. sit down there.. can almost die of boredom! but the buffet not bad la.. lolx.. kept eatin n eating... nice worx! hehex... hmm speech day.. ron , ben , bryan and andrew.. prize winners? haix.. all in combined sch.. colours awards!! mayb next year.. i shall be the one up there? hahahaa ... *dreaming* well.. combined sch.. haix.. hard to get in bahx? nvm lo.. mayb try this year.. but will be damn stressed and hard for me to cope bahx... jia you bahx myself.. lolx... wonder if c boys win today.. hope so.. even though they are out of top 4.. haix.. everyone jia you bahx... !!!
eeee! i m still so hot~! lolx...
Tuesday, April 13, 2004 @
hmmm me now.. not in a good mood.. really not in a good mood..
i m now so damn fed up.. becuz of many many things.. partly becuz of vball and some personal stuffs.. haix..
today.. 's the last day of training.. idiot man... why last day.. i hadnt train enough.. if u wan to train in this manner.. i rather we not go for competition! it's like.. a shame to hai sing if we play for youth cup during june.. yayaya fed up.. not enough training! i m useless as a captain.. totally useless.. well.. no body listens to me.. no body treats me as a captain.. what's the point of being a captain then? no point.. it's really no point when no body listens to u.. u cant lead the team.. they wont listen to u ! i m really uselesss.... miss lim doesnt tell me what to do for training.. i have no power ok .. i have no power.. i cant do anything! i really have no power to order ppl to do things.. i have no power to scold ppl.. i m not supposed to be a captain.. i m not to do so so so so so many things! what's the point of scolding ppl when they dun even give a damn.. what's the point of training when everyone isnt serious? everyone were like lazing around.. not trying their best at all.. yayaya.. i'm talking crap again.. everyone is giving up hope on themselves.. dun wana play.. wana be reserves~ they dun even try their best.. so.. main players are just as good as reserves~ the mentality is all the same! ALL THE SAME!! really all the same.......... mayb some reserves are just trying hard or mayb they are like just coming for training just for the sake of the cca point.. or just to pass time ... dun wana go home so early and stuffs.. all make training as an excuse! so they dun need to go for this n that.. yayaya.. my team is just like dat.. what can i do? i m just an useless captain.. i'm really a useless one... another point is that .. i couldnt understand.. why ppl have to go for break for so long? okok .. fine if they dun tell me they wana rest.. mayb they are just too tired to tell me.. fine i accept that.. but.. during break time.. where did u all go.. walk around the school n stuffs? why do u all need such a long break time when we are not training that tough? hey.. tell me why? break is meant to let u rest and drink water.. break should be about 5 -8 minutes.. it's not like 15 minutes or more man.. unless u are damn tired and i can accept that.. what are u all trying to tell me when u all walk around the sch or go other places during break time? u all are not serious at all.... u all arent ready for the game.. u all are just like tinking .. that other stuffs are more important den vball.. yaya.. i dun give a damn bout what u all tink.. i really had enough... during training.. not serious not focus not trying hard enough.. must as well dun come for training and mayb close down the team.. it's mayb better..... i dun wana be a captain .. mayb i shall speak to miss lim one day..telling her i m not fit to be a captain and requesting to quit my position as a captain.. letting me be just an ordinary player.. dun go for youth cup in june.. no point.. sometimes i really agree with what miss lim says.. players are not serious.. no point training.. must as well dun go for youth cup lo.. during june.. if really go for youth cup.. i hope i would find mr lui... and like ask him to teach me how to make players listen to me.. mayb it's useless for me.. there wont be any effect even if i try to scold the players.. yayaya uselesss.......
Monday, April 12, 2004 @
zzzz normal sch day.. yawnxx....
i was wondering why there isnt any good monday hahaha... can have public holiday lo.. good monday ah.. mayb i will die for everyone and blah blah blah.. i m so great! haahah *talking alot crap again * -_____-"" hehehex
early in the morning suay suay liaox! slept like a pig.. like nth could wake me up... hahha .. my dear dear brandon actually give me morning call.. den i was like still sleeping.. not realising that my hp is ringing! haha.. den wah laux.. took the wrong uniform! i took my bro's instead.. it all looked the same! but it was much more thicker and tighter even though it's both size 36.. ok.. wore wrong uniform.. nvm.. while walking down the stairs.. almost fall and sprained my ankle.. if i really sprain ah.. dun need to go to sch lerx.. haix.. my left eyelid was like.. keep twitching yesterday.. hope something bad isnt going to happen.. sort of worried.. zzz
yawnxx.. tired.. sch ah.. so damn boring! sick of it ! sick of it!! got alot of work to pass up today man.. zzz physics , chinese jian bao , and blah blah blah! haha i even have to help yang ann to do his physics n leon to do his jian bao.. yang ann couldnt find his physics qns paper! den i was like.. help him copy lo.. cuz the handwriting all different mahx! hahaha .. my jian bao was up to standard worx.. that's what leon sayx... to me.. jian bao just anyhow cut den anyhow crap can liaox.. teacher will mark.. haha.. well .. in class... still that sianx!! history is as bored as ever.. day dream while mr amran is talking crap.. dun understand what he talking bout.. i gona fail my humanities for mid year liaox la! haha..
eh.. today miss yeap collected the fmm donations card.. got $14.. haha $10 from my mum.. just anyhow wrote 10 person in with each donation of $1.. zzz today assembly damn stupid ah!!.. 100 easter eggs were hide in the sch.. den upper sec must go find.. search like siaox.. our class got 8 .. hahaha samantha found 3! oh my godness.. haha she gave us the chocolate eggs.. which melted in the end! hahaha those eggs become dented and so damn sticky! eeeee!!! no choice.. throw away!!! hahaha... oh yah.. talking bout donations.. yesterday's nkf charity show damn pathetic.. i dun mean that i selfish or what.. it's like.. those ppl have to do all those kind of stupid and risky performance.. just to make ppl call in and donate.. zzz .. it's like trying to make urself in a sorry state and making ppl sympathize u and donate.. zzz if ppl really wan to donate.. they would have called and wont care if u are dead or what.. what's the point of doing all those stupid things! what if those ppl really die or what.. is it worth it?
hey went to whitesands with yilun again.. cuz no hai programme.. eh.. what can we do there? bio boys lo! zzzz walk walk walk.. den si bei sianx ahx.. den yilun treat me curry puff! yay~!~! haha *too childish lerx*den wah lau.. dunno which idiot from 3rd floor throw things down.. knn ah!! kns! lolx ta ma de!! jealous i looking at boys izzit! not happy come find me.. dun need throw things at me n yilun one! buay song .. come la.. lolx.. recently ah.. realise i very very vulgar.. not happy den will start scolding ta ma de liaox.. lolx.. yaya.. den we went to ntuc for some drinks.. zzz stupid escalator.. stopped for duno what purpose.. made me climb up n down of whitesands so many times!!! went to 2nd floor.. sat down.. den weyzi came.. anyway.. weyzi's now my dad! hahaha .. dunno when xy go adopt one la.. haha lolx.. sat at 2nd floor for quite long.. den went to CnC with weyzi.. to check his hp battery.. zzz.. looking at nokia 6230 ah.. wah lau.. feel like buying.. lolx.. but no money.. the most i can get now is mayb 3200 lo.. mum may buy for me during june holidays bahx.. and sign plan.. woohooo... hahaha i gona study hard.. so she would reward me with hp or something! hehex.. oh yah.. went to courts.. walk here n there.. nth better to do lo.. lolx
felt damn damn guilty this few days.. i was tinking if i was doing the correct thing.... mayb i m just making ppl hate me.. i hated myself too.. i dunno why.... haix...
Thursday, April 08, 2004 @
yay!!! tml finally can rest!!! hahaha.. sicked of sch man.. so damn boring..
woke up at 6.45am today.. aww so damn late.. i was like oh my god.. i m late!!! rush here n there.. gobble my breakfast.. ahahaha .. hmm i m just on time when i reached sch.. hahaha.. hmm i was telling brandon yesterday that i wont be late so easily.. i live so near the school.. and this morning.. i overslept! lucky that i wasnt late for sch! mayb i was too tired yesterday.. becuz of napfa test! hey.. i did quite ok lar.. better den last year.. haha sit and reach - 49cm , standing board jump - 192c, , sit ups - 50 , shuttle run - 10.6 sec, 2.4km run - 13.54min and lastly inclined pull up - 11 .. inclined pull ups was the louiest man!!.. i could have got A for all stations! that bloody hell teacher.. mrs deon.. kao pei ah her.. lolx.. we do this oso wrong.. do that oso wrong.. what the hell she wants? it's nt that we cant do properly.. it's her who is like.. fussy.. i bet she couldnt do better den any of esle here man! hahaha cant she be like.. more kind , have compassion just to let some of them pass? haix... dunno what kind of teacher is this man! truth and charity , school motto! she doesnt understand!! haahhaha... she has no integrity ! she not compassionate! she is not adaptable and gracious! and i can conclude that she is not a confident and independent learner! ahahah therefore.. she shouldnt be in hai sing!! lolx..
lessons are 4ever boring.. stupid amaths test today.. cant do the last 2 qns.. haix haix.. when am i going for tuition! suck in all my subjects!! i am always falling asleep in mrs wan's bio lessons.. why? too tired bahx? hmm the way she teach is like.. aww so boring!!! yawnx yawnx.. haix.. our class had to pay for that stupid window! we didnt spoil it! it was spoilt for the first time when someone from the 5n threw something down and hit our window.. hmm den.. the next time we see the window.. it's like.. still ok but.. with cracks.. hey we didnt do anything.. mayb it's that person repairing spoilt it or what.. haha tingwei kept saying that ali broke the window.. haha it's just an indian man who came into our class to measure the window.. and they started calling him ali! hahaha.. mayb he's really the one who broke it.. hmm our bbc star t shirt is lost.. stolen by someone.. hmm and we have to pay for it.. hey everything is like spoilt or gone.. and we have to pay.. mayb some ppl are just jealous of our class.. lolx .. 3e2 is just too great.. miss yeap kept saying we must learn to be responsible and blah blah blah.. sick of it man.. we must be responsible!! lolx.. hmm i really like being in 3e2.. 3e2 rulex!!! with all the classmates who are like.. so caring.. friendly.. nice to be with.. glad that i didnt go to e1 or something.. all nerds.. lolx.. no offence.. hahaha
today pe lessons - volleyball!!! wohooo !! but the balls were all so damn hard!!!!! good for setting but not good for spiking or digging.. my arm turn red after i started digging for awhile.. hmm notice that tingwei could dig quite well.. spiking not bad... hmm if he's in b boys team.. he might be the star player!! hahaha .. his digging is very good.. high.. and the ball doesnt fly everywhere!!too bad .. he not in volleyball lo... hmm as for syarif.. he did all those funny stuffs.. haha couldnt stop laughing.. but well.. he did try his best to receive the balls and stuffs.. hahahaha .. he just like.. take the ball and throw damn hard at the opponent's court.. and so happy when he scored the point.. hahaha... very cute la him.. quite handsome oso bahx.. hahaha
hmmmm oh yeahx.. b boys won yishun town!! woohooo!! they are in nationals top 4!! yeahx!! great job man!! HAI SING B BOYS IN NATIONALS TOP 4!!! CONGRATS!!! hahahaah so damn happy.. for c boys.. i wished them good luck.. really hoped they can get into top 4 too!! jia you worx!!! hehehex
went to whitesands just now.. hmmm well.. have to buy some stationery and stuffs... hahah i have only $2 left for this week.. so poor.. anyone please.. treat me hahaha.. hmm went to ntuc to get my marshmallows!!!! addicted to marshmallows!! well at whitesands.. with yilun again.. looking at boys.. haha.. saw 1 boy.. aww with baby face.. so damn cute and shuaix .. cutie man!!! hahaha.. went to take a closer look at him.. lolx.. really very shuai lo.. eyes almost popped out.. haha.. he had a mole of his left cheek.. but he still look shuaix.. hmm now every week.. i am at least going to whitesands once.. hahahaha .. bio guys.. really very shuaix leh that guy.. how? looked abit like joe.. hahaha.. joe's like more mature bahx.. joe's better .. = P
hmm got lots of lots of hw to do.. this is worse den normal sch days.. i have got bio tys 28 pages!!. physics worksheet(it's alot of questions!) , maths , jian bao.. ah yah it's too much to mention!! i rather have sch tml den to do so many things!! haha i m just too lazy!!! i wan sleep i wan sleep i wan sleep!! be in my dreamland forever!!
too bad tml good friday... no training for me! sobx sobx.. i dun give a damn.. hahahaha!!!
Tuesday, April 06, 2004 @
yawnzzz.. feeling sleepy again!
dunno why ah.. keep feeling my body getting weaker each day.. nv had this kind of feeling b4.. like just now.. i was eating a cookie.. den my hand went trembling non-stop.. i couldnt control... when i was having dinner.. hand were still trembling when holding a pair of chopsticks.. hmm.. what had really happen to me? haix.. yawnzzz
sch was as boring as ever.. hahaha ... yaya.. went to sch as normal.. den during the national anthem thingy.. someone knocked on my back.. den i was like " oh my godness .. what could it be " den it was actually dennis.. like going to faint or what.. almost fainted on me man.. he knocked me twice! he looked so damn pale ah.. but scary lo.. imagine someone.. fainting on u.. he looked as if he's falling asleep when standing .. lolx scary larx! haha or trying to eat my tofu ah.. *tink too much lerx * what if he really faint on me? i might went all the way screaming.. running all about.. like a mad woman! hahahaha...
blockhead's here today.. zzz sian man.. today's social studies was like so damn boring! everyone was sleeping !! hahaha!! mr amran.. doing all those extra things.. out of textbook somemore! yawnx yawnx.. really bored in sch.. still have to do all those sra kits! miss ng wants to check.. what can we do.. hahaha bloody hell man! suddenly wan check.. mrs chan nv tell us anythign bout it... so we just take it as nth happen.. ahahaha!
leticia asked me to help her attend the cca leaders meeting.. but i have a training! how can she like just ask me to go for meeting? talk to her.. she act as if she didnt hear me talking.. haix.. in the end i didnt turn up lo.. not my fault what.. i got cca...
today's training.. isnt training at all... miss lim isnt here.. cant she like call me and tell me she wont be in sch today? cant she like.. tell me what to do.. and who to get the key from? so irresponsible.. haix.. rest wanted to train outdoor.. but the sky was so cloudy.. couldnt! the gate was locked.. couldnt go out and train..haix.. last time when we go train outdoor.. after a while.. it will start raining like hell.. today.. when everyone's not serious.. did not rain.. kaozzz!! hahaha .. mayb there's really a curse on hai sing girls lo.. haix haix.. ill-fate.. ahaha just kept gang qiu in the hall.. nth better to do.. hahaha .. den haix.. no one listens to me.. am i still a captain? i m just someone who is useless.. nobody listens to me in this team.. i am a captain .. who is aimless.. totally uselesss~!.. a captain is useless when the team doesnt listen to him or her.. rest arent serious enough.... haix .. forget it man.. sicked of being in this team!
fed up
Monday, April 05, 2004 @
yawnxx.. finally done with changing the layout lerx!!! yay!! .. haha ..wow.. spent so much time on it.. zzz going siao lerx larx.. changed the background music to savage garden - truly madly deeply
hmm too long nv update lerx lo.. mayb this entry's gona be a long long one..
hmm yilun just sent me something played by her fren.. on piano.. wah kaox so damn nice.. mayb i m going to learn how to play piano after my sec 4.. i m oso going crazy over piano like yilun lerx!!! hahaahaha learn together worx?
went to sch as normal today lo.. yawnxx.. sleepy.. oh yes.. that blockhead was absent today.. woohooo!! dun need to sit beside him and bored to deaf.. back with eelen again lerx!! hehe.. eelen bought a new purse.. aww so cute! but it's like so big.. like a notebook.. but still nice lo.. mayb i'll get it someday.. today during maths afternoon programme was like.. oh my god .. so sianx ah! teacher going through those corrections again.. den the class was so noisy.. miss yeap got angry and stopped going through with us.. she even wanted us to do the corrections on our own and hand it in tml.. how can it be? siao ah.. so difficult.. how am i going to figure out all those corrections.. and it's amaths!!!!! i m so damn weak in amaths.. haix.. failed that class test 5/15 only 10 in the class passed.. zzz gona work very hard lerx lo...
oh yeahx.. today recess.. the tuckshop only sell fruits and vegetables.. gosh! i had nt been eating meat for the past 2 days.. today.. vegetables again? hmm end up only drinking papaya juice.. it was like so dilute.. they add too much water lerx.. den during lunch break.. it's less den 15 minutes for me.. crazy man... i came down late.. went to the toilet den when i came out.. mr gng blew the whistle.. i nv eat ah~!~!~! suffer from gastric pains again.. sobx sobx.. went to whitesands.. with my gastric so pain~! zzz when i got back home , it got even worse.. haha .. now.. back aching lerx.. i m getting old .. i can feel that my body.. is like.. getting weaker day by day.. i get tired easily.. am i sicked of what? or.. i m just too tired of sch life? yawnxx again..
yesterday was qing ming jie.. went to some sort of like temple in tanah merah.. with family lo.. den my cousin was like telling me i look like one of those ppl down there.. hahaha .. ghost i suppose bahx.. zzz always suan me.. i cannot suan back one.. always lose in suaning ppl.. sobx sobx.. ate alot of ice cream yesterday.. so full till i dun need to eat dinner!!! ahahahaha...
hmm for saturday.. woke up damn early with my whole body aching.. mayb it's too much training lerx bahx..
haha.. for friday .. yay.. it's training day~! went spiking for almost 3 hours.. almost dead.. hmm i m not as good as i was when mr lui was still around.. sobx sobx.. i still missed mr lui's training.. it has been quite long that i haven seen mr lui around.. the last time i see him is on the 3rd of feb.. b4 our match with ngee ann.. he came into the school to wish us good luck.. haix.. hmm joanna is like so nice.. wanted to help me to greet him.. haha!! thanks lerx joanna!! mr lui's still teaching bukit panjang if i m not wrong.. hmm oh yah.. we are taking part in the youth cup during this june holidays.. hope to see mr lui around.. haix.. it's better to have a coach than to have a teacher who is so lazy.. zzz with a coach we can train 3 times a week.. with miss lim we can only train twice.. i rather have a coach.. i know it's like making life hard for mr lui if he still wants to stay in hai sing.. miss lim n him .. are like not on good terms.. den.. miss lim's always cancelling training.. he has a family to feed.. he got no income if miss lim keep cancelling his training.. haix.. zzz just hope that he's doing well lo... oh yah speaking bout youth cup.. tink joe korkor's coming to watch bahx? help wo jia you.. hahaha .. wo hui zhen qi de !.. stressed as a captain! oh yah.. there's one more thing.. my brother's oso appointed as a captain.. gosh.. who can believe this? hahaha someone who always bully me can become a captain! erm.. but not bad lar.. family of captains! hahaha
that day.. we played an april fool's joke on miss yeap.. she became so so angry that she changed the seating arrangements of so many ppl.. and me! have to sit beside that blockhead.. mayb i will like.. become blockhead too one day.. but nvm.. just tink of my dear dear korkor can lerx! hahaha .. kor was like.. asking me to si pen with him.. hahaha so nice worx.. if only i could.. i would si pen with him lerx.....
speaking of kor ah.. had been smsing him for dunno how long.. hahaha very long bahx? felt that as if i had know him very long like dat.. dunno why.. zzz bu zhi bu jue de ai shang kor lerx.. how?
kor ah.. ai si ni lerx!!!!!